Come ON Spring!

I know scold me I haven't blogged since hmmmm last Monday. Haven't had too much going on. The weathers SUCKS! I have spring fever bad. Went out for a short time on Saturday night, I had it with boredom. So we had drinks with Launa, George, Kim, PJ, Ellen, John, Burgandy and a few other of the usuals. Ended up having an awesome time and still home at a decent time. What is funny is this guy comes to our table telling Tim "Hey I know you!" When I came up to the table and he introduces me to him I have to laugh and he did too. He is my junior high love the one I would make out with hours talk about too WEIRD! He is also the one I first tried booze with LOL!He looks pretty much the same and boy do I wish I did! I almost hate seeing people from my past I think they almost expect me to still be that 93 pound tiny thing with the hair down to my ass. As I am speaking to them I almost search their eyes to see if I see anything they are thinking because I often wonder if the they think "damn she sure got fat!" But you know I like to eat now and I never did then and I do have a woman's figure now I have had children. So hopefully it is my paranoia and not what they really think. So how was all of your weekends? Hope all is well. Love all around! ;)

Thought for the day:

I should just sit on my food that is where is ends up anyway!!!!!

Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!!!

Happy birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Billy "O". Happy Birthday to you! I love you girl friend and I hope your day is as wonderful as you!!!!!! Here are some memories :) Enjoy. Love ya Peeps!!!!!!

Happy Thursday!!!!

The week has gone by quickly. Isn't the weather great? I have spring fever bad! Saturday it is suppose to 69 degrees, woooo hoooo Tim and I are going on a ride! Tim is feeling much better but still has the cough. So a smokey bar is out of the question for still a few days. Tonight we have Brooke's Cheerleading banquet. I can't believe it is close to the ending of the school year. Well I hope all of you are doing fine. Hope to all get together soon! I really need to get my camera out so we have pictures for the blog!!!!!! Love all around! Smooooooches!

On the mend....

I miss you all so much. Tim is on the mend. Today he actually felt human again. He is still having a bit of hard time with breathing without coughing wildly but I hope that is done before the weekend. Tim has NEVER called in sick and Friday he did. So I spent this weekend taking care of my love and he spent it resting. So I hope by this weekend we will be able to see everyone for some darts and drinks! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Stay Healthy!!!!

Long Day!

I had a long day yesterday! My day started at a quarter till 8 and ended at a quarter after nine! Whew! Brooke did awesome in the State Cheerleading competition. I loved watching Bring It On in real life. The girls from all schools did amazing and I wish all of them could of won. Brooke's team would of taken 3rd place in the non stunt competition if it wasn't for a glitch in the music. The assistant coach started their music late which put them 1 second over time which is a ten point deduction. Their cheerleading team is very young so next year they will definitely know what to do and I think they will bring home a trophy! So there is my exciting day! Now my little Brooke is cheering for State Basketball going on so I won't be seeing anyone for a drink tonight or probably through most of the weekend! Boy can I hardly wait until Miss active can drive. The problem with that is she has no inclination to do so! She has not even got her learners permit! LOL Well! Love all around! Smooches!

Thought for the day:

Winning is all in trying!

Cheer Competition

Today my daughter competes in a State cheer competition! I hope they win! So I get a bit of the afternoon off to enjoy that! I appreciate all your comments you are all such good friends. I do know I am at a bit of fault with what my daughter has done but I have learned some lessons and will try to do better on my part. To let you all know Birdies dad is doing well the tests came back with good results so those of you that said a prayer thanks! Well Peeps nothing to thrilling to report! Love all around.....

Thought for the day:

Take it day by day...

A Trust Broken

Well I knew my time would come raising two teenagers. Yesterday when I went home for lunch I was moving some stuff around the fridge when I noticed a bottle of rum that I have had in there for over a year. It is a blackcherry clear rum. Funny thing is I remember the bottle being quite full and now it is maybe only 2 inches full. So I know I didn't drink it and I know that no one has been to the house to drink it. So I called the girls in the kitchen and I simply told them you are both grounded until someone fesses up to it. Well at first they were both quite indignant and told me pretty much I probably just had forgotten one of my friends had guzzled my bottle or rum. I told them we all know I am too smart for that bullshit so come back to me when you are ready to tell me what really happen. Well just a few minutes went by when both girls were standing before me and Randi told Brooke to tell me. Randi wasn't about to waste being grounded for Brooke and confession time had begun. So in the long run which I knew was going to be coming around I can no longer have my alcohol in an unlocked cabinet because Brooke and a curious friend took it upon themselves to have a sampling day. I was not to hard on Brooke I remember the age well and I also remember me at that age. My parents did not drink nor was alcohol in the house but I had friends that had parents that did. Not that this is anything to brag about but at least we were smart enough to fill the bottle back up where it was with water! So yesterday I had one of those days where I felt as if I failed as a parent. I trusted too much and now I feel as if I can't leave my girls that should be old enough at home when I decide to go out. I explained to both of my girls if your're curious come to me don't go behind my back and break a trust. I know if this is the worst thing I will encounter with my teenage girls I am actually doing well. There are far worst things that she could of done. So for the time being I won't be enjoying my Thursday nights unless I have a babysitter for my soon to be sixteen year old taste testing daughter! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Trust is earned not given!

Lose an hour of sleep!

I hate this time change I feel as if I was cheated out of an hour of sleep! Well especially today because I stayed home all weekend and when Sunday came around and I had all my chores done and I felt good about that we went out! What started as just Tim and I throwing a couple of darts ended up being let's get home at midnight kinda of day! Tim and I played a couple rounds of darts then Scott, Bobbie, Marcus, Kim, Mingo, and then Dorie & Danny arrive so it turned out to be a full blown party! We ended up at the American Legion singing Karoake. So my weekend went well I hope all of yours did too! Smooches!

Though for the day:

If life throws you lemons make lemonade!

Happy Friday Peeps!

Okay I know I haven't blogged since Tuesday. It is sweet I have one follower that actually noticed! Thank you Blue Genie! I have been in a funk. Winter blues I suppose or it might be that my Mother actually doesn't have a clue who her daughter is. My mother means best I know but shit I am almost 40 I don't need her telling me how to live she has already raised me. She is pissed because I smoke, which clearly any mother has a right to not want her daughter to hurt her health. But..... She seems to think I do it because my friends do and that I am a follower and she always thought I was a leader and would do my own thing. Well see that is where we all know she doesn't know me. I have my faults but being a follower is not one of them. I am a leader and I have always gone to the beat of my own drum. I have NEVER emulated my look or my personality after anyone famous or otherwise! So that really bothered me. My own mother doesn't know who I am.... Then there is the fact that we all know I have a real thing with someone telling me who to be or trying to change me. Matter of fact anyone that does that to me even if I am married to them doesn't stand a chance of remaining close to me. So I will cool off and try to appease my mother some how some way. Tuesday I went out for a couple of drinks I was really down needed some cheerleaders but hell none to be found. Wednesday night I ran in my class and went home to dye partial of my daughters hair a bright pink because "MOM all the cheerleaders are doing it!" Lucky I believe in individualism as long as my children don't look like whores, crankers or pin cushions! Last night I went out for some drinks see a running theme here with my week? Does alcohol ease the pain? Yes it sure the fuck does! So here I sit today a bit tired but I think I have swept the demons out of my head. Disappointment from a mother is a killer thing isn't it? So tonight is couch city for me.... yes the wicked does need rest. Maybe Saturday afternoon we can do darts? But it sounds like some of you are going out tonight so maybe not? Well Peeps I love ya!

Thought for the day:

Love thyself.

Monday sucked!!!!

I had the most horrible day yesterday. Went to go get my Jeep and I get in there is an envelope with my Jeep emblem in it so I go in and ask if they are by chance going to put that back on. They have a couple more parts on order so yes it will get put back on. I go out again to get ready to leave and NOW my fucking check engine light is on. So I go back in and tell them when I brought this in the check engine light was not on so did you forget to hook something back up? Well my ride has left by this time they hook my car up and when they took it apart it broke the temperature sensor. Well funny thing about that my car did not come with the capability of telling me the temperature outside because I did not buy the loaded Jeep. So I have to call work and get someone to pick me up which took an hour for that to happen. In the meantime they thought they could have the sensor and put in before close, well on my way home in the big company truck they call me telling me well the dealer gave us the wrong sensor so it will be tomorrow before you can have your vehicle. Shit by this time it has been the day from HELL so I wasn't surprised! Also when I go to sign over the insurance check the dumb fucking insurance company wrote it to Tim, me, and the fucking lending company! How in the hell are we to go to Chrysler to have them sign off on a check. How dumb is that???? Never heard of such a thing. Then to top everything off my Mother calls me when I finally get back to work I am in the middle of month end and my cell phone is ringing and she is on the business phone chewing my ass over smoking!!!! So yesterday was just not one of my best days. So since I don't ever really complain to my friends about my problems I am happy to have this blog to bitch away. LOL So today has just got to be better! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Take a deep breath and release!!!!!!!!

Monday......

Hi all! Sorry I didn't blog on Friday I had a half a day only so I had to get all my work done before I took off! Thursday night we went out for a few drinks with Dorie and boy did we have some good laughs. Dorie and I just had a girls silly giggle night. Sometimes you need those! Friday night I was staying in but PJ and Ellen some friends from the bar called us and said we had to get our ass's down there because they brought us some of the jambalaya he made. So I got dressed and Tim and I went down for 2 drinks and picked up our awesome dinner! Saturday night we met Launa & George out for a dinner and a laugh thing at the Wonder Bar. That was a blast we even saw Theresa & Sean there. After that we headed out to the Beacon for a while and danced. Well Launa's new love interest is nice, thoughtful, handsome, and a good dancer! Good job Launa he is a keeper! ;) Thank you again Zug Zug for buying us the tickets to go with you it was an awesome time! Like I said I have the greatest friends and there isn't a day that goes by that I am not thankful for that! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Never take for granite the things you have in your life.