Hump day song in my head.....

Cheap Trick
I Want You to Want Me

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.

Didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'
Oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.

Didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'?

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.

Kiss......

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

The list of firsts has been fun for me to read. I looked over each of the 13 questions and enjoyed going back in my memories to remember each one of my firsts and what they meant to me. I am hoping everyone took the same interest I did with them. So I am posting the ones that chose to be part of memory lane, and thanks for letting all of us get to know you better. For those of you that still want to participate and maybe forgot or lost the list here they are again. I would like to continue to post some more of the answers to the list but we will see how many answers I get by Thursday for the First date.

1. First day of school:
2. First Kiss:
3. First date:
4. First car:
5. First time:
6. First break up:
7. First job:
8. First to lose job:
9. First love:
10. First drink:
11. First sign of back bone:
12. First ambition:
13. First realization of mortality:

So here we go……… FIRST KISS……

Michelle’s First Kiss:

My first kiss was in kindergarten (remember kiss chase?) but I am choosing to write about my first French kiss. And believe me I am not choosing to write about it because it was a great kiss but because it was a terrible kiss and I wondered what the hell was wrong with the French! My story takes me back to 8th grade. In 8th grade I and my girlfriends spent every Friday or Saturday night at the skating rink. Skating was huge back then and that is where all the cool kids hung out and it was a great place to meet up with boys from the other Junior Highs. My boyfriend for that particular week was a boy named Blaine. Blaine was so good looking to me when I was in 8th grade and all my friends were very envious that he liked me. I liked him until that is the…. “KISS”. Okay, here is how it happened. We were standing outside the skating rink waiting for our rides when it happened. He leaned in to kiss me and I leaned in with total anticipation I just knew it would be great he was cute you know! As we kissed he proceeded to swirl his tongue around in my mouth and I not knowing what the hell he was doing did NOT reciprocate with rolling my tongue with his! (yes I was naïve hard to believe I know but I was in 8th grade for Heaven’s sake!) I backed up looking at him with horror in my eyes. I said “Disgusting what was that?” He laughed and he said “You haven’t been French kissed before?” And of course NO I hadn’t and at that point I didn’t want to EVER again! That was the end of going out with Blaine, and I made sure all my envious friends new he sucked in the kissing department! If I wanted a tongue in my mouth and slobber around my lips I could kiss my dog for that kind of action! I am still not real fond of the “French Kiss” but hell not everything is for everyone right? My kind of kissing is more Americanized and a lot sexier then twisting my tongue around another’s!

Kelly’s First Kiss:

My very first kiss happened in 5th grade. I was going out with Scott, (who's last name I can't recall in this moment) and we had been going out all most the entire year. We were at recess hanging out with my two friends Carly and Amy. I don't remember how the whole kiss thing came up, you know like if Scott brought it up or if Amy dared us. Hell we might have even planned it and we asked the girls to cover for us. I just remember being in the cement tunnels, way in the back area of the playground. Scott and I were sitting in the tunnel facing eachother, and Amy and Carly were standing on either end of the tunnel so nobody could see in. I believe we counted to three to start and then counted to three to stay. When we were finished we both got out of the tunnel and told Amy and Carly that "We did it!" Amy didn't believe us, she made us both get back into the tunnel and do it again. Well I didn't argue with her and neither did Scott. We got back into the tunnel and kissed again! The second time was even better than the first because there was no counting involved. We probably thought we were pro's the second time around :-)

Kelli’s First Kiss:

Ok so do you remember back in the day (ha ha) when you would peel the shiny part off your gum wrappers and for everyone that you got apart without ripping meant you could get a kiss? Well I figured out that if you run over them with your curling iron they peel right apart. So I had a bunch! Any way, this boy in my neighborhood and I were ‘going out’ and we sat together on the bus and things like that but we hadn’t ever really been out of done anything than hold hands. Well one day he asked if we could go for a walk. It was a fall afternoon and kinda chilly and my mom couldn’t figure out why I wanted to go for a walk because it was so cold so I ended up taking my dog Princess with me just to act like I was taking her for a walk. So we met at the top of the street and we were holding hands and walking up the hill onto this trail that went back into a kinda wooded area. And of course I took all my gum wrappers with me. So we get to the top and we are sitting on this rock and talking and I pulled out my gum wrappers and he didn’t know what they were for!!! I was so embarrassed that I had to explain it to him but I did and then he kissed me for every one I had. There wasn’t any tongue kissing on that one but I’ll never forget it and I thought I was pretty tricky for figuring out an easier way to get the gum wrappers apart!

Sheila’s First Kiss: (Sheila is one of my old School friends that I have recently regained touch with) Sheila send me by email a new pic of you so I can post it and introduce you to the whole gang!

On the side of a bowling alley with a boy from Texas....he was there working with his dad!

Theresa’s First Kiss:

One that meant anything- 9th grade


Thought for the day:

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

How about a Nasty Ass song for my Nasty friends?

Laffy Taffy
D4L

Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)

Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy
I'm lookin fa Mrs. Bubble Gum
I'm Mr. Chik-O-Stick
I wanna (dun dun dunt) (oh)Cuz you so thick
Gurlz call me Jolly Rancher
(Oh)Cuz I stay so hard
You can suck me for a long time
(Oh my god!)
Gurl dis ain't no dance flo'
Dis a candy sto'
And I'm really geeked up
And I got mo' dro
I pop, I roll
It's soft I know
It's da summer time
But yo laffy taffy got me froze (oh)
Gone get loose (oh)
Gone get low (oh)don't be shyH** I'm Faybo? (oh)
I kno' you wanna ride
You a star and it shows
(What's happening? What's up? What's up? Let's go, let's go, let's go)
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy [Repeat 2x]
Cum on trick cum on trick
Here go Mr. Chocolate
I like da way you break it down
Waddle, stop you watchin me
Laffy taffy I'm likin' disBig ol a** you shakin b****
Close yo mouth and don't say s***
Bend on ova and hit a split
Work dat pole and work it well
Stacks on deck, yo ankles swell
Gurl let me touch ya
I will neva tell
Security gaurd don't scare nobody
Damn right I touched dat h**
All da money just hit da flo'
D4L I'm ready to goH** can't even shake no mo
Dey tired out
Lets ride outB**** you wanna go
Den she can go
She get in my car
I ain't playin no mo
Start movin on my FayboB**** she probably already kno'
Let me see dat laffy taffy(dun dun dunt)
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy [repeat 2x]
Say baby gurl
A wat you gon' do
I got a hundred 1s
I wanna throw on you
Just keep dat a** shakin
And I keep tippin' you
While I sit back like a playa
And sip dat grey goose
Feelin' all loose
Cuz gurl you on your job
You got my d*** hard
Da way you touch dem toez
Workin' dem micros
On da stilletos
You made it skeet skeet skeet
Like a water hoez (candy gurl)
Got me goin' in my pocket
Pullin' out mo' dough
Let da waitress kno' I need to order
Five hundred mo'
You besta believe lata on we headed 2 da mo'
So gone and pack dem bags
And let's mothaf***in' go
I'm waitin' on yo fine a**
At da front doe
Gurl you don kno'
Ima toss da laffy taffy
Toss it flip it and slap it
Bust a couple of nuts
And get right back at it
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Gurl shake dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy
Dat laffy taffy (candy gurl)
Dat laffy taffy [repeat 2x]

What would I do with out friends?

Hey everyone! I was going to do a blog on another First, First Kiss but I only got a response from Kelly & Theresa. SO get busy everyone send them to me today lets have fun with it!

Today I am feeling like forgiveness is a good topic for today. I had a disagreement with a friend and it ended up harming other friends involved. I want you all to know as a REAL friend if we ever have a disagreement and we apologize even if we apologize and we ended up agreeing to disagree the friend I am I forgive totally and completly and it will never be a wedge between us. With that being said I just wanted you all to know, I am thankful for each and every one of you for being in my life, and I am richer by knowing you all. The friends I chose to keep are the ones that accept me for who I am and love me exactly the way I am! This blog was started in honor of my friends. So enjoy the pics!

Here is some more pictures of some of my TRUE friends. Love all around!

Thought for today:

Be who you are & say what you feel... Because those that matter.... don't mind... and those that mind..... DON'T MATTER!

Sean & Theresa. Here is TRUE LOVE!

Launa & my love of my life, Timothy Wayne

Stacie, Dd, & Kelly.

Me and Kelly

Stacie & Rachel "gotta love Stacie, she makes pics interesting!"

Dorie Ione

Kelly & Dd

Derrick, Scott & Me

Me & Dd

Song in my head for Monday!

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap
AC/DC

If you're havin' trouble with your high school head
He's givin' you the blues
You wanna graduate but not in 'is bed [...but not in his debt]
Here's what you gotta do -
Pick up the phone
I'm always home
Call me any time
Just ring36 24 36 hey [36 24 36 8]
I lead a life of crime

Dirty deeds done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap

You got problems in your life of love
You got a broken heart(she's) he's double dealin' with your best friend
That's when the teardrops start - fella
Pick up the phone
I'm here alone
Or make a social call
Come right in
Forget about him
We'll have ourselves a ball

Dirty deeds done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
If you got a lady and you want her gone
But you ain't got the guts
She keeps naggin' at you night and day
Enough to drive you nuts -
Pick up the phone
Leave her alone
It's time you made a stand
For a fee
I'm happy to be
Your back door man

Dirty deeds done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
Concrete shoes, cyanide, tnt
Done dirt cheap
Neckties, contracts, high voltage
Done dirt cheap

Well it is Monday.....

Hey everyone. Well this weekend was fun as last! Stacie threw a great Halloween party and then we all had a good time dancing at Butch's afterwards! Like our group picture? We had a beer winch (Stacie), a bottle of tequila (Can't remember her name, shame on me!), a sexy flapper (Rachel), a naughty librarian (Kelly aka Blue Genie), two biker bitches (Dd aka Billy "O", and me), and Marilyn Monroe (Dorie Ione). I must say Dorie you were an awesome Marilyn! See Marilyn and biker bitch on the right! ha-ha Dorie and I always seem to manage to have fun together! Last weekend was Dorie's birthday so I better throw in some pics of that. Stacie and Rachel (picture on the left) went all out and decorated a cake for Dorie it was quite hilarious! Stacie was really hungry after all the work so see the pic of her licking the frosting off the center piece of Dorie's famous birthday cake! I have so many great pics to share from those two weekends so this blog will be loaded with pics today. Remember everyone to get me your story today about your first kiss! Love all around!



"Stacie, lick it up!" "Girl you rock!" "I just love the shit out of you, you make me laugh!"

Thought for the day:

Life is too short not to have a good time at it!

Stacie you are so hot with your glasses on!!!

My two best friends!

Stacie & Rachel's creation for Dorie's Birthday cake! Perverts! ;0)






The naughty librarian and the two biker bitch's reading a truly inspirational book!

My two sista's! "Love you girls you both ROCK!"

Dorie and the sexy flapper, Rachel. "Rachel you are quite the blast to be around!" "love ya girlie!"

My Hot fucking husband and the naughty librarian!

Pour some sugar on Scott! Ha-ha go Scotty! go Scotty!

That's all folk's let's piggy back it out of here!

Song in my head for a FAST Friday!

Fast as You
Dwight Yoakam

Most of you know I have a thing for sexy cowboy boots even though I am so not a cowgirl, well Dwight knows how to wear them and he might not be that pretty but he is very fucking sexy! Love the way he dances in those tight jeans!

Maybe someday i'll be strong
Maybe it won't be long
I'll be the one who's tough
You'll be the one who's got it rough
It won't be long and
Maybe i'll be real strong

Maybe i'll do things right
Maybe i'll start tonight
You'll learn to cry like me
Baby let's just wait and see
Maybe i'll start tonight
And do things right

You'll control me
Oh so boldly
Rule me 'til i'm free'til the pain that shakes me
Finally makes me
Get up off of my knees
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Maybe i'll be fast as you
Maybe i'll break hearts too
But, i think that you'll slow down
When your turn to hurt comes around
Maybe i'll break hearts
And be as fast as you

UhhhYou'll control me
Oh so boldly
Rule me 'til i'm free'til the pain that shakes me
Finally makes me
Get up off of my knees
Ahh, sookie

Maybe i'll be fast as you
Maybe i'll break hearts too
I think that you'll slow down
When your turn to hurt comes around
Maybe i'll break hearts
And be as fast as you

Party Friday!

I am feeling great today, I finally kicked this shit and slept last night! Just in time to because tonight is Stacie's Halloween party. Should prove to be a good time! No worries for those of you not going I will be getting some good pictures tonight, shit I still have to down load last Friday nights pics from Dorie's birthday! Everyone that knows me knows that Halloween is my least favorite and I don't like to dress up at all! When I was in grade school my father had to make me dress up for the school party, one year he took white tape and taped all over my clothes and told me "there Michelle go to school you are a mummy!". I think my hate of Halloween came to me clear back to kindergarten when I begged my mother to let me be superman, she kept saying "Michelle, wouldn't you rather be a princess or something like all the other little girls?". "NO" I said and you know I haven't changed I wanted to be different I wanted to be SUPERMAN, I could envision it and I was so excited when she bought me the costume I could barely sleep that night. That morning I dressed up in my costume and my mother took me to school and my teacher had to call her back mid morning because I was hiding in the closet crying. I should of been a damn princess like all the other little girls because everyone in my class made fun of me for being Superman! Boy I have changed haven't I?, now I don't give a shit what anyone thinks! If I had time I would relive that moment tonight at Stacie's party and go to the party as superman! Well probably not, I think I will stick with who I am and leather all up and be a biker bitch, it is what I am good at and hell that is what I look good as! Well everyone have a great weekend, Bobbie is coming in town next weekend so let's all do something fun! HMMMMM maybe Party at my house? Cards and drinks? Be safe and love all around!

Here is a few of your firsts: My first day of school.....

Kelli (french ~ fry) wrote:

Ok I really don’t remember a whole lot about my actual first day of school except that I remember my big sister walking me to my classroom and picking me up there at the end of the day. I also thought it was so weird we had to lie down and rest in the afternoon. I keep thinking I was too big to need a nap! But one of my most vivid memories was in first grade and my best friend was this little black girl but I can’t seem to recall her name today, any way I got my hair cut SHORT and I went to school the next day and my best friend didn’t even talk to me or say anything to me at all and I was so mad because I wanted her to tell me how cute my hair was! But after about an hour of her not talking to me she came up and said oh my goodness Kelli I didn’t know that was you I thought there was a new BOY in our class and I wondered where you were! So I was devastated that she thought I was a boy with my short hair and I’ve never had my hair short again!!

Theresa wrote: (gotta love Theresa she is very factual and no nonsense about her answer)

1968 September

Kelly (Blue Genie) wrote:

Well I don't really remember my FIRST DAY of school, but my FIRST MEMORY of school comes from pre-school. There was this boy named Mark, and he was so tall and handsome (in my eyes), he was the most popular boy in the class! Well I use to chase Mark around the room, the hallway, the playground, and any where else I could chase him. You remember when kids use to wear under shirts and matching underwear? Well i had R2D2, and C3PO ones because you know Star Wars was HUGE at that time. Well, with my fast running feet, I would always catch Mark and then pull up my shirt and skirt and show Mark all my under garments! He would then proceed to yell "YUCK" and tell me to put my clothes back on! Well, not my finest moment, but definitely a funny one!

Paula wrote:

First day of kindergarten I was very excited. My teacher's name was Mrs. Treadway. She had remodeled her garage to accommodate about 25 students. Mrs. Treadway and I had an issue over the way I printed my "A's" . I wanted to make a swirl "a" and she wanted the traditional "A". I decided to keep making the "A" the way I wanted, because she couldn't tell me how to print my letters. What a stubborn little shit, I was. (Maybe still am) Anyway, at kindergarten graduation, I informed my mother that I knew how to spell and read and therefore I didn't need to go on to 1st grade....(ha ha) My mom thought I was a pretty funny little kid, I obviously did go to 1st grade and ended up graduating at the top of my class!!

Thanks to all that shared I love reading them! So your next assignment for Tuesday's blog is to answer this first: The First Kiss...... Come on have fun with it, it doesn't even have to be your real first kiss but maybe your first tongue kiss or your first kiss from a true love or something like that.

Thought for the day:

A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself!

Song in my head for Thursday.....

Hang
Matchbox 20

(those of you that know me well know that this one of my favorite bands, this song is good I hope you listen to it, these are raw cuts of the song, if you want a copy let me know and I will burn the whole cd for you, the studio one is really good)

She grabs her magazines,
she packs her things and she goes,
she leaves the pictures hanging on the wall,
she burns all her notes,
and she knows,
she's been here too few years,
to feel this old,

He smokes his cigarette,
he stays outside til it's gone,
if anybody ever had a heart,
well, he wouldn't be alone,
and he knows,
she's been here too few years, to be gone

And we always say it would be,
good to go away, someday,
yeah but if there's nothing there to make things change
if it's the same for you
I'll just hang

The trouble understand,
is he got reasons he don't,
funny how he couldn't see at all,
until she grabs up her coat,
and she goes, she's been here too few years,
to take it all in stride, yeah
but still that's much too long,
to let hurt go (you let her go)

(Chorus)
Same for you I'll always hang well I always say,
it would be good to go away,
oh but if things don't work out like we think
and there's nothing there to ease this ache
and if there's nothing there to make things change
if it's the same for you I'll just hang

Teacher leave those kids alone!

Well I think I am close to the end of this fricken illness, I had maybe three hours a sleep because of this damn cough! I finally got up about 11 and just sat straight up on the couch to at least sleep some with out coughing myself to death! Wow, I didn't realize how many muscles I have in my rib cage, my stomach and my back but each and every one of them hurt when I just breathe!!!! Let me tell you cough syrup, that is a racket I would like someone to tell me which one actually does a fucking thing because I certainly haven't found one that actually stops you from coughing! I think Theresa would agree with me on this, because unfortunately she is dealing with the same illness. Well enough bitchin'!

None of you have sent me your answers yet from the 13 questions on firsts but I think many of you do want to answer them and just haven't gotten around to sending them. Hopefully you all will send at least some of them I think it is fun to reminisce about our younger days and it is great fun to share with friends. So today I will answer one of them to get the ball rolling, maybe this will draw out some of you shy ones!

1. First day of school...... Wow, can you believe it I actually remember this! Kindergarten at Fairdale Elementary School was a day of total excitement for me, I was a big girl and I begged my mother to please, please let me walk home, it was only about 5 blocks away and besides I was a whole 5 years old. My mother walked me to school that morning showing me how easy it would be to walk home and she would wait in our alley for me. My mother could see the playground from the alley so she could see me walk all the way home. I never faltered on my braveness telling her no worries I can do this mom, I am a big girl! Well...... the final bell rang I ran to the playground and proceeded to walk down the big hill to get across the playground and that is when it happened..... 5 year old panic attack! I started bawling really hard and I ran all the way back up the hill and back into the school. Little did I know my mother was in the alley the whole time screaming my name so I wouldn't run back up the hill. Well my mother walked to the school and got me, and actually after that day I walked to and from school with no more panic attacks. This is such a funny thing to remember about my first day of school, but it also reminds me of how much my mother made me feel safe and sometimes how badly you can actually miss those simple times of being a child and your mother is your world.

So everyone lets hear what you remember from that far back. First day of school. Everyone send me your answers at least on this one today so I can post everyone's answers for tomorrows blog. Remember it doesn't have to be the actual first day of school it could be one of those first days that stick out in your mind as rememberable. Have fun with it, I did! Love all around.

Thought for the day:

When you say, 'I love you,' mean it

Song in my head for this Hump day.....

Suspicious Minds

Elvis

We're caught in a trap

I can't walk out

Because i love you too much baby

Why can't you see

What you're doing to me

When you don't believe a word i say?

We can't go on together

With suspicious minds

And we can't build our dreams

On suspicious minds

So, if an old friend i know

Drops by to say hello

Would i still see suspicion in your eyes?

Here we go again

Asking where i've been

You can't see these tears are real

I'm crying

We can't go on together

With suspicious minds

And be can't build our dreams

On suspicious minds

Oh let our love survive

Or dry the tears from your eyes

Let's don't let a good thing die

When honey, you know

I've never lied to you

Mmm yeah, yeah

Things to remember.....

Am I going to live? At this point I am beginning to wonder! As Tim would say this sickness is really knocking my dick in the dirt! I hardly slept last night because all I can seem to do is cough, cough, COUGH! Who in the hell makes cough syrup because it certainly doesn't work! I got so desperate I even tried this home remedy that I read in this email that was going around, you know the one that said to put vicks vapor rub on the bottom of your feet? Well I don't know if the cure was just in my head or if it actually worked but I did stop coughing for the rest of the night. I am working on a six pack at this point too! Man my abs are getting one hell of a work out! Hope all the rest of the gang is well, Kelly I heard you are sick too? Well baby girl I hope you get better and I certainly hope you don't have what I do!!

I read this blog yesterday and this girl that writes the blog got a list of things she was to answer so her friends could get to know her better. Now some of my friends I have known forever so most of these questions I know the answers to because I lived through the experiences with them. But for those of you I have just recently become friends with I thought this would be a really good way for us to get to know each other deeper and for everyone else to get to know you too. I am going to list the questions and I would like all of you to answer them and email them to me and I will post them along with my answers. Now if you are shy then just pick a few and answer them. When I read these yesterday it really got me thinking I even had to dust off some old brain cells to remember the answers to some of these. I know from past experience some of you aren't very good at joining in but I would really like you to reconsider! It is all in fun! Please try to answer them this week, life is short and the way I have been feeling I might not make it to next week! So Here they are:

1. The first day of school
2. The first kiss
3. The first date
4. The first car
5. The first time...... (hmmm this one will be interesting)
6. The first break up
7. The first real job
8. The first time to lose a job
9. The first time in love
10. The first drink
11. The first sign of a back bone
12. The first ambition
13. The first realization of mortality

Good ones aren't they? I found them to be quite thought provoking. Show me your writing skills, I am very interested in the answers, I love to know everything about people I hold dear so please, please play along. I will post my answers as well! But you all know me I don't have hold back or hang ups with people knowing exactly who I am. Love all around. Hope everyone has an awesome day!

Thought for the day:

If you don't love yourself who will?

Tuesdays song in my head......

She Talks to Angels
The Black Crowes

she never mentions the word addiction
In certain company
Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan
After you meet her family

She paints her eyes as black as night, now
Pulls those shades down tight
Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes,
The pain's gonna make everything alright

Says she talks to angels,
They call her out by her name
She talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name

She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
She wears a cross around her neck
Yes, the hair is from a little boy
And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet

Says she talks to angels,
Says they all know her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name

She don't know no lover,
None that i ever seen
Yes, to her that ain't nothing
But to me, yeah me,
It's everything

She paints her eyes as black as night now
She pulls those shades down tight
Oh yeah, there's a smile when the pain comes,
The pain's gonna make everything alright, alright yeah

She talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name
Oh yeah, yeah, angels
Call her out by her name
Oh, angels
They call her out by her name
Oh, she talks to angels
They call her out
Yeah, they call her out
Don't you know that they call her out by her name

Still in a fog......

Hey y'all! I am still feeling not so normal, I know what is normal for me? Boy I don't know what in the hell I got but it bit my ass! I haven't been this flippen sick forever, I hope none of you get this shit! Talked to my Bobbie girl a moment ago and I thought maybe you would all like to see her My Space so if you do go to http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=102828369. Theresa baby make sure you comment we want to hear all about the game! WOW Bronco's won, I didn't expect that at all, was Seany pissed? Well all hope your week has started out good! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

Song in my head for Launa's Monday Birthday.....

Nickelback
Next Contestant

I judge by what she's wearing
Just how many heads I'm tearing
Off of assholes coming on to her
Each night seems like it's getting worse
And I wish she'd take the night off
So I don't have to fight off
Every asshole coming on to her
It happens every night she works
They'll go and ask the DJ
Find out just what would she say
If they all tried coming on to her
Don't they know it's never going to work
They think they'll get inside her
With every drink they buy her
As they all try coming on to her
This time somebody's getting hurt

Here comes the next contestant

[CHORUS]
Is that your hand on my girlfriend?
Is that your hand?
I wish you'd do it again
I'll watch you leave here limping
I wish you'd do it again
I'll watch you leave here limping
There goes the next contestant

I even fear the ladies
They're cool but twice as crazy
Just as bad for coming on to her
Don't they know it's never going to work
Each time she bats an eyelash
Somebody's grabbing her ass
Everyone is coming on to her
This time somebody's getting hurt
Here comes the next contestant

[CHORUS]
I'm hating what she's wearing
Everybody here keeps staring
Can't wait 'til they get what they deserve
This times somebody's getting hurt
Here comes the next contestant

[CHORUS]
I wish you'd do it again
Each night seems like it's getting worse
I wish you'd do it again
This times somebody's getting hurt
There goes the next contestant

ZUG ZUG Launa's Birthday!

Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Launa, Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!! Launa I hope your day is perfect, you deserve it girl!

I don't know what the hell virus I got but I am sicker then shit and I don't remember being this sick for a long time. I haven't even had a cigarette since Friday, I guess now is a good time as any to quit! I am glad at least it backed off a bit for Friday night because that was a lot of fun. (I will download pics when I have time) I enjoyed meeting Kelly's brother and his friend, they were great! I really enjoyed that Launa could finally come out with us! Launa looked good and danced even better! Shit girl you are just all the way with it!!! I know Dorie had a one hell of a birthday, and wow did you see that cake! Boy Dorie your picture on your cake was quite hmmmm how should I put it? Pornographic! Ha-ha, good job Stacie and Rachel you guys rock in the cake decorating department. Dorie I expect that you will be wearing those damn sexy pj's you got for your birthday often? Boy, your friends really know how to shop for you! All in all it was a great time. Thanks gang for the fun, and I am sure you will love the pictures we took! I will write more tomorrow if I can get some coherency back in my head!!!!

Thought for the day:

Friendship is the golden thread that ties all hearts together.

Song in my head for today......

Bridge Over Troubled Waters
Simon & Garfunkel

You all know as my friends I will always be your bridge.
I love Simon & Garfunkel and I felt like a few of my friends needed to hear this beautiful song today.
Remember without life's struggles we would not be who we are.

When you're weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, i will dry them all;
I'm on your side.
when times get rough
And friends just can't be found,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

When you're down and out,
When you're on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
I'll take your part.
When darkness comes
And pains is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

Sail on silvergirl,
Sail on by.
Your time has come to shine.
All your dreams are on their way.
See how they shine.
If you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.

Party Time!!!!!

Well today is Friday and tonight should be a lot of fun! I am still sick so I will doctor myself all day and try to be in party form by tonight! The good news is the whole gang can go! (except Boobs, miss ya girl) Sean & Theresa aren't leaving until Saturday now. WoooooHooooo! We should all be meeting up about 8ish I would assume, and I will bring the camera so prepare to PARTY!!!!! Two birthdays in the house Dorie's was yesterday and Zug Zug's (Launa) is Monday. We don't have to have a reason to party but at least this week we have two really good ones! Launa doesn't usually get to go out with us because she always had to bartend on Friday nights so we will get a first and see Launa shake her money maker! Launa I will take you to lunch Monday anywhere you want to go except well....... SUSHI! EWWWWWW! Well gang until tonight!

Thought for the day:

If you got it flaunt it!

Song in my head for Dorie Ione on this Birthday Thursday!

"Birthday"

Beatles

You say it's your birthday

It's my birthday too--yeah

They say it's your birthday

We're gonna have a good time

I'm glad it's your birthday

Happy birthday to you.

Yes we're going to a party party

Yes we're going to a party party

Yes we're going to a party party.

I would like you to dance--birthday

Take a cha-cha-cha-chance-birthday

I would like you to dance--birthday

Dance

You say it's your birthday

Well it's my birthday too--yeah

You say it's your birthday

We're gonna have a good time

I'm glad it's your birthday

Happy birthday to you.

Happy Birthday Dorie!!!!!!

Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Dorie, happy birthday to you! (wow what a pic of me and Dorie I think I was a little drunk!)

Like I said before Dorie and I go way back. She is a great friend and I adore her. So everyone join me in wishing Dorie a Happy Birthday! Dorie has probably been driving that Mustang around, don't be getting any speeding tickets, Dorie Ione. Well Dorie I am on my road to recovery so I hope I feel well enough to really have fun tomorrow night. Most of the gang won't be there, dammit! Theresa & Sean are going to Denver to see Denver & Pittsburgh play. Should be a good game, Theresa is for Denver and Sean is for Pittsburgh and I am sure Denver will disappoint they seem to have that theme going this year. Dd and Kelly have family in town. So Tim, Launa, probably Paula and I will be coming and I'm sure we will have a good time! Dorie just called which one of you guys gave her a surprise birthday card? Something about a crack whore? ha-ha too funny! No Dorie this time it wasn't me I fessed up to the Corn fairy but I didn't pull this one, promise! Dorie I hope your birthday is awesome and I truly look forward to getting wild with you tomorrow night! I will bring the camera and show the rest of the gang all the fun they missed out on! UPDATE: BILLY "O" & BLUE GENIE MADE ARRANGEMENTS TO BE AT DORIE'S PARTY! ROCK ON!!!!

Thought for the day:

Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by
their maker.

Song in my head today.....

Sexyback
Justin Timberlake

Verse 1]
I’m bringing sexy back
Them other boys don’t know how to act
I think you're special, what's behind your back?
So turn around and
I'll pick up the slack.
Take 'em to the bridge

[Bridge]
Dirty babe
You see the shackles
Baby I’m your slave
I’ll let you whip me if
I misbehave
It’s just that no one makes me feel this way
Take 'em to the chorus

[Chorus]
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you’re working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it

[Repeat 6 times]
Get your sexy on

[Verse 2]
I’m bringing sexy back
Them other fuckers don’t know how to act
Come let me make up for the things you lack
'Cause you're burning up
I gotta get it fast
Take 'em to the bridge

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
I’m bringing sexy back
You mother fuckers watch how I attack
If that’s your girl you better watch your back
Cause she’ll burn it up for me and that’s a fact
Take 'em to the chorus

[Chorus]

Happy Hump Day....

Well today is hump day and I am sick. It started coming on yesterday so I have been popping Zinc like crazy, I wouldn't want to disappoint Dorie on her Birthday out! Dorie is having a great Birthday month so far. She got a new Mustang GT in bright yellow and a new dog, which she named Elvis. Well, gang I hope I feel better by Friday, wouldn't want to ruin my party girl image! ha-ha. I am still waiting on stories from the rest of the crew, come on chicken shits!

Thought for the day:

Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to
eat them.

Song in my head for Tuesday......

Turn Me Loose
Loverboy

When I was young I had a chance to go with the most popular boy to this concert and my mother said no because I had a church function. I remember crying and crying over that. So I never got to see them in concert which still to this day bums me out because I still love loverboy!!!!! Mike Reno in those tight red leather pants, OH MY!

I was born to run,
I was born to dream,
The craziest boy you ever seen,
I gotta do it my way,
Or no way at all.

And i was here to please,
I'm even on knees
Makin love to whoever i please,
I gotta do it my way,
Or no way at all.

And then you came around,
Tried to tie me down,
I was such a clown,
You had to have it your way,
Or no way at all.

Well i've had all i can take,
I can't take it no more,
I'm gonna pack my bags and fly......baby,
Or no way at all.

So why don't you turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
I gotta do it my way,
Or no way at all.
Why don't you turn me lose,
Turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
I gotta do it my way,
I wanna fly.

I'm here to please,
I'm even on my knees,
Makin love to whoever i please,
I gotta do it my way,
I gotta do it my way,

And when you came around,
You tried to tie me down,
I was such a clown,
You had to have it your way,
Well i'm sayin no way,

So why don't you turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
I gotta do it my way,
Or no way at all.

Why don't you turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
Turn me loose,
I gotta do it my way,
I wanna fly.

Repeat
Turn me loose,
Repeat.

What a Tuesday!

Well the power went out this morning at about 6:15 am, what a treat trying to put on make up by flash light ha-ha. It was off for about 2 hours so I had a late start this morning and the kids were a few minutes late, so hopefully this isn't an example of how the day will keep going! Today I have a special treat, Blue Genie chose to write a cute date story. I hope the rest of you will decide to play along it is fun!

My First Kiss

by Blue Genie (Kelly)

It's the last day of 7th grade and I had been going out with Tom Cheney for a while. Well we all had plans to go to the movies that night and see The Lost Boys. Of course its junior high so all my friends kept talking about me kissing Tom. Well, I had only really kissed one other boy in 6th grade and it was tight lipped and timed by a friend for 30 seconds. Anyway, did I hope to kiss Tom that night at the movies? Well yeah! I really liked him and I had never french kissed anyone and I knew that at the movies is where it was going to happen. So I am getting ready at home, wearing the perfect bra and panties, a very cool outfit, and some new perfume that my mom bought me the night before! I wanted to smell good, because I knew Tom would be close to me. I probably brushed my teeth at least 10 times that night! So we are at the movies, sitting in the very back row in the corner, you know where it is the darkest of all. Tom and I are getting close, holding hands and stuff and he leans over and we start kissing. Well it was an awkward position, and when I leaned over the arm rest to kiss him, I heard something POP! I also felt something POP! I stayed there for a few moments and enjoyed my first wet kiss of course, but then I felt something around my belly. I excused myself and grabbed a friend to run to the restroom with me. When I went in to go to the bathroom, as I was spilling my guts out to my friend about the details, I realized that my bra seemed undone. I totally freaked out! I was ready to kiss a boy but getting under my clothes was not what I had in mind. Instantly I was mad at Tom! I thought what a creep-O! I couldn't believe that he was experienced enough to undo my bra without my knowledge! My friend kept telling me to stay calm and to hold my ground and just tell Tom that I didn't want to go that far. So I proceeded to undo my shirt and stuff so I could re-hook my bra and found out that my bra was broken! The strap had totally come un-sewn and there was no repairing it! Now of course my first thought was that slime ball Tom broke my bra! I was so pissed! My friend left me in the bathroom to go and finish making out with her boyfriend and said that she was going to tell Tom that I would be right back. i then asked the person behind the snack counter if they had a safety pin, they said no. I asked the ticket sales person if they had a safety pin, they said no too. I ended up staying in the bathroom forever trying to attach the damn bra strap. I was like wrapping it around the main part of the bra and tying it into a knot to secure it! Then of course when I put my shirt back on I had this HUGE bulge in the back. Well when I finished doctoring the bra, i went back to go see Tom. He had moved from the back row and was sitting up by all his guy friends.....he duped me right there at the movies cause he said I didn't appreciate his company and wasn't spending enough time with him! Oh the nerve! I told him that I didn't appreciate him undoing my bra when we had just had our first kiss. Turns out Tom didn't break my bra, he didn't even touch it....or me again for that matter!

Thought for the day:

May you always know peace, love, light and laughter.