YEEE HAWWW ALL IT IS FRIDAY!

I have been waiting for Friday since Monday! Shit this week as been a downer. I feel much better today though and looking forward to a relaxing weekend. Not much to say today. Hope you all have a great weekend! Love all around!

Thought for the day: check out what tweetie thinks! Ha-ha

Song in my head......

Can't Always Get What You Want
The Rolling Stones

[chorus]
I saw her today at a reception
A glass of wine in her hand
I knew she would meet her connection
At her feet was her footloose man

No, you can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
And if you try sometime you find
You get what you need

I saw her today at the reception
A glass of wine in her hand
I knew she was gonna meet her connection
At her feet was her footloose man

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you might find
You get what you need
Oh yeah, hey hey hey, oh...

And I went down to the demonstration
To get my fair share of abuse
Singing, "We're gonna vent our frustration
If we don't we're gonna blow a 50-amp fuse

"Sing it to me now...You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes well you just might find
You get what you need
Oh baby, yeah, yeah!

I went down to the Chelsea drugstore
To get your prescription filled
I was standing in line with Mr. Jimmy
And man, did he look pretty ill
We decided that we would have a soda
My favorite flavor, cherry red
I sung my song to Mr. Jimmy
Yeah, and he said one word to me, and that was "dead"
I said to him

You can't always get what you want, no!
You can't always get what you want (tell ya baby)
You can't always get what you want (no)
But if you try sometimes you just might find
You get what you need
Oh yes! Woo!
You get what you need--yeah, oh baby!Oh yeah!

I saw her today at the reception
In her glass was a bleeding man
She was practiced at the art of deception
Well I could tell by her blood-stained hands

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you just might find
You just might findYou get what you need
You can't always get what you want (no, no baby)
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you just might find
You just might find
You get what you need, ah yes...

The work we do for a nice bod!

Happy Thursday. Wow water aerobics is seriously kicking my ass! But it sure is melting my mid section and my ass is getting better! Wooo hooo can't beat getting a nicer ass right? I will be consistently doing this I am seeing a good result from doing this twice a week. My jeans button with ease and I am feeling great, however I do feel like a noodle right after I am done but that is the price you pay to get rid of the pounds right? I wished I would of measured before starting but I can tell how things fit what the results are. My arms I bet alone a good inch off just the way my jackets are fitting in the upper arm area and I can zip my leather Harley riding coat with two shirts on now that is progress! Dorie will be doing this with me next session and I hope she loves it as much as I do. Class starts March 17th! So with water aerobics and my dance I hope to be nice and slim by summer and Theresa's wedding! Have to look good in a gown they have a tendency to show every bump and ripple! ha-ha Well enough of my useless jabber! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Song in my head....

Angel
Sarah McLachlan

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Prayers are in order......

Yesterday I found out Christina's mom died. For those of you that don't know Christina she is my daughter's best friends mother, one of my dear friends, and my outstanding hair designer. It was a total shock and unexpected not that knowing someone is going to die makes it any easier. When things happen like this to someone close to you it makes you think of the day you might have to try to live through losing a parent. It brings an appreciation of your parents to light on a day such as these. My heart breaks for Christina and I wished I could take some of her pain away but really I don't think there is anything I can say or do to ease this type of pain. So I ask all of you to keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Also Kelly the Blue Genie needs us there for her too. Her Grandma is very ill and in the hospital. Christina & Kelly the best thing I can do for you as a friend is cry with you. My heart goes out to you both and know if there is anything I can ever do to ease any of your pain I would do it in a heartbeat.

Thought for the day:

May today there be peace within you. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Song in my head.....

Somebody Kill Me
Adam Sandler

[spoken]
Ok, i just want to warn you that when i wrote this song i was listening to the Cure a lot.

[sung]
You don't know how much i need you.
While you're near me i don't feel blue.
And when we kiss i know that you need me too.
I can't believe i found a love that's so pure and true.

But it all was bullshit.
It was a goddam joke.
And when i think of you linda,
I hope you fucking choke.
I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.

Oh somebody kill me please,
Somebody kill me plee-ase,
I'm on my knees,
Pretty pretty please kill me.
I want to die.
Put a bullet in my head.

[spoken]
Kid: you're going to the mental institution.

Tuesday!

Hello everybody! Billy "O" your birthday is on Easter too funny we will have to decorate eggs in your honor!!!! I can hardly wait for you Birthday party sounds like a promise of a good time! What does Billy "O" want for her birthday? A fifth of Jager? Ha-ha oh ya probably shouldn't do that one since you promised Blue Genie you would behave! You behave come on don't you have something better to promise then that? That is like me promising I will behave! I have to delete pics off my camera phone just so when I am drunk I don't show all my friends! ha-ha. I am aware we haven't had pics on the blog for a while. I do have some on my camera that need downloaded clear back from Mark's Birthday. Who knows what are on those pics Billy "O" was drunken picture taking! We will definitely get good ones at Billy "O"'s birthday that is for sure I feel a wild night coming on! I am priming up my terrible singing voice for that night! Joan Jett look out!! Ha-Ha! I hear pole's will be involved too hmmmm imagine the pictures of that! I guess as long as none of us get arrested it is all in clean fun! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry.

Here it is Monday again....

I hope everyone had a good weekend! I did and got in a lot of rest too! Those are my favorite weekends the ones you get all you have to do done, including family time, party time, and sitting on the couch time. Saturday night was fun we got some dart throwing in we only had a portion of our gang but we got to see Dorie, Rachel, & Staci they haven't came out for a long time! We didn't stay much longer after they arrived because we were already tooted by then! LOL So the weekend was good and that will be one of the last party weekends for a while for Tim & I because he has to start working Sundays for like 6 weeks! We might go for drinks now and then on Friday night but nothing too late. We will however make Billy "O"'s birthday party! We will need to get the details! How fun! Well everyone I gotta get back to work! Love ya all!

Thought for the day:

Over 50% of disagreements between people are from misinterpreting what a person has said.

Song in my head.....

Sweet Emotion
Aerosmith

Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion

You talk about things that nobody cares
You're wearing out things that nobody wears
You're calling my name but you gotta make clear
I can't say baby where i'll be in a year

Some sweat hog mama with a face like a gent
Said my get up and go musta got up and went
Well i got good news, she's a real good liar
'cause the backstage boogie set your pants on fire

Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion

I pulled into town in a police car
Your daddy said i took it just a little to far
You're telling me things but your girlfriend lied
You can't catch me
'cause the rabbit gone died
Yes it is

You stand in the front just a shakin' your ass
I'll take you backstage, you can drink from my glass
I talk about something you can sure understand
'cause a month on the road an' i'll be eating from your hand

Friday..... Michelle The Reformed School Bully.....

Hey all it is Friday! I have plenty to accomplish this weekend since I was gone last weekend but I plan on being up and at em early on Saturday so I have time for some fun! We will be missing some of our gang like Tweatter and Chopper lol, they will be in Cheyenne but the rest of us should find something entertaining to do! We haven't thrown darts forever we really need to get a night planned for that! I think the main vote for Saturday is dancing? Right gang? Dorie is even going to be joining us so we should have some BIG fun!

Tim, me, & Dorie went out for a few drinks last night and boy I needed it after this week! This week has been run, run, run! After Dorie left we sat at a table with Brandel a friend of Tim's that I discovered the last time we saw him out that I went to school with him. What is funny when we sat at his table I discovered I went to school with the whole damn table haha! I am glad everyone at the table I was nice to back then! Shit the last few times Tim has met a guy at the bar and they start talking about motorcycles and shit then he goes to introduce them to me and I realize I was a shit head to them in school! Boy I was a little shit in Junior High let me tell ya. The one time he met a guy that I had gone to school with I realized he is the kid I thought had a big head on the way home from school I thought his head made an awesome target for throwing rocks at! Of course my friends all egged on my bad behavior and I certainly didn't shy away from the challenge! Thank goodness he didn't remember it really and I was forgiven because it turns out he is a pretty decent guy, granted he still has a big head but my rock throwing days are over! Watch now the 5 other people I terrorized in school will materialize. There was the guy that wouldn't leave me alone so I had my girlfriends pin him down on the ground after lunch while I stood above him and as he was screaming for them to release him I spit in his mouth. Oh lovely huh? He did leave me alone after that go figure right?!? Shit he just wanted to date me and I had to be so cruel. Then there is the girl with the fire red hair that God only knows why I decided to target her. We had peas for school lunch that day and everyone saved theirs for me so I could store them in my pocket for my assault on a totally innocent girl. So when we got outside all my girlfriends pinned her down as I proceeded to smash the peas all over her face making sure they were in her nose and in the eye lashes! Boy I don't think she thought I was funny but everyone else did at the time. When I got to High School I mellowed out and matured from my bullying ways and my first day of class in Biology guess who I was partnered up with? You guessed it the fire red head girl that I assaulted with the peas. She said "Hi Michelle, do you remember me?" at this point I deserved a good ole ass beating from her so I said "sure pea face I do!" We both laughed and became actually pretty good friends and it was nice she had such a forgiving heart for someone that had been as cruel as I was to her. Then there was the gal that I locked in the sewing class closet because I knew there wasn't a class the next period and then I owe an apology to this girl with the long pretty blond hair that I threw my bubble gum in her hair as we walked to class. And then the final one at Junior High level anyhow I hope geez aren't the rest bad enough? The girl that had to wear a back brace like the girl on sixteen candles that I was relentless to targeting her for unknown reasons. This girl took her brace off one day and followed me home from school and told me we were going to clear it up and she was going to KICK my ass of course her big sister was going to help her do it too! I don't know what saved me from the ass kicking that I deserved that day but we ended up as friends too. But pondering back on these things I am truly sorry for each and everything I did to any of these people! If it helps I was very sweet in High School and only had one incident and that was my Senior year I will share with you sometime. Now that one is a good one then you will all know why my girls are both scrappers and that is why I don't get too mad at them. At least neither of them pick on kids that are undeserving as I did. Every time they have been in an altercation it wasn't provoked by them. Oh in grade school I was nice too! Honest I was the only bad thing I did is when it was time to play kiss chase I didn't run for safety like all the other girls I just turned around and kicked the boy in the shin! I thought that will stop them and you know it did. Of course when I had to met Brooke's basketball coach this year he asked me "So Michelle do you still kick people?" I was like no thank goodness! So you know I have decided when you least expect it your past will come back to haunt your ass! ha-ha. Love all around from a reformed bully!

Thought for the day:

When you say sorry look that person in the eye and say it like you mean it.

Song in my head..... and you know what? I truly LOVE Rock n Roll

I Love Rock N' Roll
Joan Jett And The Blackhearts

I saw him dancin' there by the record machine
I knew he must a been about seventeen
The beat was goin' strong
Playin' my favorite song
An' i could tell it wouldn't be long
Till he was with me, yeah me,

singin'I love rock n' roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, baby
I love rock n' roll
So come an' take your time an' dance with me

He smiled so i got up and' asked for his name
That don't matter, he said,'cause it's all the same
Said can i take you home where we can be alone
An' next we were movin' on
He was with me, yeah me
Next we were movin' on
He was with me, yeah me,

singin'I love rock n' roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, baby
I love rock n' roll
So come an' take your time an' dance with me

Said can i take you home where we can be alone
An we'll be movin' on
An' singin' that same old song
Yeah with me,
singin'I love rock n' roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, baby
I love rock n' roll
So come an' take your time an' dance with me

Just another Thursday,.....

Not much happening this week. Thought I would share a story with you for today.


TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,WROTE IN THE SAND TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING,BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE" THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, "YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED"WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT" LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE. THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.


TAKE THE TIME TO LIVE! DO NOT VALUE THE THINGS YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE, BUT VALUE WHO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE!

Song in my head...

Ain't To Proud To Beg
The Temptations

I know you wanna leave me,
But I refuse to let you go
If I have to beg and plead for your sympathy,
I don't mind coz' you mean that much to me

Ain't too proud to beg, sweet darlin
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me, girl, don't you go

Now I heard a cryin' man,
Is half a man with no sense of pride
But if I have to cry to keep you,
I don't mind weepin' if it'll keep you by my side

Ain't to proud to beg, sweet darlin
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go

If I have to sleep on your doorstep
All night and day just to keep you from walkin' away
Let your friends laugh, even this I can stand Because
I want to keep you any way I can

Ain't too proud to beg, sweet darlin'
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go

Now I've gotta love so deep in the pit of my heart
And each day it grows more and more
I'm not ashamed to come and plead to you baby
If pleadin' keeps you from walkin' out that door

Ain't too proud to beg, you know it sweet darlin'
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Baby, baby, baby, baby (sweet darling)

The day from hell......

You probably all noticed I didn't blog yesterday. Well yesterday was one of those days that possibly I should of stayed home and so should of my girls. Work sucked from the moment I sat at my desk until I got the call.... When the call came in I had spent at least 3 1/2 hours on some billing errors and I was really wanting to kill a work associate of mine. What was the call? The school nurse called me and told me my daughter Randi was goofing around and had fallen on her elbow and it is extremly swollen and it might possibly be broken if that wasn't bad enough she then continued to tell me as she was treating Randi, Brooke had come into her office. I knew that neither child was ill that morning so I was curious why Brooke was in her office. She continued to tell me Brooke had gotten into a brawl with some girls and has a bump on her head above her brow line and on the back of her head and some superficial scratches on the right hand of her face, and now Brooke was in with the Principal. I told her I would be right there. I get to the office and of course everyone is kind of humored I am at the school for two very seperate things that occured at the exact same time. I check on Randi and by this time she is calm but her elbow doesn't look so good and then I am wisked away in to the principals office to be told that Brooke has three days ISS for fighting. Why did Brooke fight? Well her heart is big when it comes to her friends and she could not sit idol while another girl picked on her friend. Her friend accidentally stepped on another girls heal of her shoe as they were walking down the hall and this girls friend took it upon herself to shove Brooke's friend to the ground and then all HELL broke loose. I DO NOT agree with fighting but I guess there are some instances where at that age that is how you cure the problem for good. So that was my day yesterday. After taking Randi for x-rays we found out it is just severly bruised so at least that was one good thing that came out of the day because I still have the fucking billing problem that plaqued me almost all day yesterday. Luckily I won't cure this problem with beating the shit out of the one that caused it! Well I am hoping today is better but I am really not feeling it. I already can't wear my right contact and wouldn't you know I forgot my contact stuff at home! Here we go again! Hope all your days are much better then mine! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Think before you speak.

Song in my head.....Curious how many of you know what this song is about?

Life By The Drop
Stevie Ray Vaughan

Hello there, my old friend
Not so long ago it was 'til the end
We played outside in the pouring rain
On our way up the road we started over again

You're livin' a dream....wo you on top
My mind is achin'....lord it won't stop
Thats how it happens....livin' life by the drop

Up and down that road in our worn out shoes
Talkin' 'bout good things and signin' the blues
You went your way....i stayed behind
We both knew it was just a matter of time

You're livin a dream....wo you on top
My mind is achin'....lord it won't stop
That's how it happens....livin' life by the drop

No wasted time....we're alive today
Churnin' up the past....there's no easier way
Time's been between us....a means to an end
God it's good to be here walkin' together my friend

You're livin a dream....wo you on top
My mind is achin'....lord it won't stop
That's how it happens....livin' life by the drop
That's how it happens....livin' life by the dropT
hat's how it happens....livin' life by the drop

Tired on Monday!

Well we are back from Denver! We arrived Friday night in Fort Collins and had a nice dinner at Ruby Tuesday. I was excited to go there because they make the best Mojitos! Remember Paula? Then we headed to the liqour store for some alcohol for Theresa and the girls. After I made it to about midnight I was tired and knowing we had to get up early and start our day I went to bed. Driving has always made me tired and unfortunately with my eye situation sometimes my body isn't but over working the eyes makes it necessary for me to call it a day. Especially if I want my eyes to work for all the driving I would be doing the next day! Theresa and her girls had great conversations and unfortunately when alcohol was involved our neighbors heard them too and called security! yikes huh! So the girls finally went to bed around 3:30 or 4:00 am and that is about the time I actually got to fall fully asleep myself. Did we get up with the alarm at 6 am like planned and be out the door at 8am to start our day? NO we were all tired! We did get going about 10ish and out the door to get breakfast and arrived at David's Bridal at 11:00 am for Theresa's appointment. Did she find the dress of her dreams? Yes she did and found it in the second dress she tried on! It is beautiful and looks beautiful on her. She will be a head turning bride and I am so happy she found a dress of her dreams. She also found a veil and tiara in the first try, I must say we had an awesome lady to help us at David's Bridal! After David's Bridal we stopped by a Walgreens we all had maybe 3 to 4 hours of sleep and we knew we had a long day ahead of us so we stopped in there to get those 5 hour energy shots? Have you heard of them? Well they have tons of vitamin B and they are suppose to give you a real boost of energy. What they don't tell you on the bottle is to beware this stuff taste like SHIT! I mean more like some dirty socks had been soaked in water and you had to drink 2 ounces of the shit! The first half of my shot made me gag and then cough and I spit some up in the parking lot. Then I braved drinking the rest and the shit just wouldn't go down and I ended up spitting some in my purse! Fuck the shit even smelled like a stinky mildewy old wash cloth! I think I was the only one that had much trouble choking it down! It did give me the energy I needed though to make it through the rest of the day of driving and running. I don't know about the other girls if they felt like it helped but I thought it was well worth the awful taste because I made it through the rest of the day without being to bad of a bitch. Warning lack of sleep sometimes make Michelle a bitch! ha-ha We weren't as lucky finding a bridesmaid dress yet but we do have couple that our good choices. We sure tried on a lot and Desirea and I more then the other girls. They just don't carry the dresses in good sample sizes so we could try them on everyone. So after 4 shops we were just tired of the sample sizes and selections. Like we told Theresa it is your wedding honey, don't try to please everyone you pick the one you like we will get measured and we will wear the gown with no complaints. At our last Bridal shop though we might of not found that perfect bridesmaid dress but she did find the perfect flower girl dresses! Boy we drove like forever to get to this bridal shop but it was worth it just wait until you see these little beauties! They are so perfect! After the last shop we needed to make it back to our Hotel which was in Fort Collins, lucky for us Barb, Theresa's mother in law to be bought us a hotel in Denver so we didn't have to go all the way to Fort Collins. What an upgrade let me tell you! The Brown Palace! Wow my car was parked our bags were brought in and champagne was handed to us as we checked in. What a beautiful hotel all I can say on a description is the Titanic. It was beyond beautiful! Barb was so kind to do that for us and we all felt like royalty! After check in and gawking at our beautiful rooms we had my car brought back up and set Richard up to get us to our next destination dinner. Who is Richard let me tell you Richard is a life saver and made our destinations a snap! Richard is a TomTom navigation system that Sean got from his parents for Christmas. We gave it the name Richard because Richard is the voice we chose when he spoke to us. You just put a address in and he tell you exactly where to turn and even when you make a mistake he will turn you around and get you were you need to be. Cool shit I tell ya. We went to a place called Chubby's for dinner it is a dive that serves Mexican food that the kids wanted to go to, it was good, then off to the Mall because the kids wanted clothes. It is unfortunate there is no place in Casper that girls with a little extra to them can buy clothes that our actually in style and size appropriate. The girls had a ball in there and found so many things they were as happy as Christmas! After a few hours in there we were all spent and not just me this time everyone was tired and we all were asleep by 11:00 at least! Who couldn't sleep like an angel in a bed like that! The beds in the Brown Palace were so amazing! We got up and moving early because the girls wanted to go to the mall, well forgetting it is a Sunday I didn't think they might not open at 9 and damn not even 10 they opened at 11! So the girls got some breakfast and we headed back into Fort Collins because by the time we would arrive the mall would be open. We did get to run into Kohl's for a bit which made me happy that is something I seriously needed to get done if it was possible because this is the only place I can buy jeans in petites that aren't old lady jeans! And the girls made it to the mall. Fort Collins mall isn't that great unfortunatly. I don't think I was anybody's hero by this point in the trip. I am the type of person that trips make me tired and I don't travel at dark (it is hell on my one eye that is still diseased) and I like to be home in time to eat dinner with my family that I missed and get my laundry done for the week. I think if I wasn't the designated driver everyone would of stayed later then I would so next time I probably won't be asked to drive ha-ha! I guess we all have our quirks and this is one of mine I don't like to drive when I get too tired and shopping trips like these wear me out. I guess I am old and safety is huge to me and I know my limits. So sorry girls I might of been a downer but remember I didn't get to sleep on the way home. ;0) I was asleep on the couch at 7:30 pm and no I didn't get my laundry done! But I had the most awesome dinner when I got home that Tim spent all day preparing. He is a good husband and since we haven't got to celebrate our anniversary yet that was such a wonderful thing he did! So was the trip a success I think it was! Just wait until the Wedding Day you will all get to see the magic! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

I have learned it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion not proof to destroy it!

Song in my head for Valentines Day!

Da Ya Think I'm Sexy
Rod Stewart

Sugar, sugar
She sits alone waiting for suggestions
He's so nervous avoiding all the questions
His lips are dry, her heart is gently pounding
Don't you just know exactly what they're thinking

If you want my body and you think i'm sexy
Come on sugar let me know.
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on honey tell me so
Tell me so baby

He's acting shy looking for an answer
Come on honey let's spend the night together
Now hold on a minute before we go much further
Give me a dime so i can phone my mother
They catch a cab to his high rise apartment
At last he can tell her exactly what his heart meant

If you want my body and you think i'm sexy
Come on honey tell me so
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on sugar let me know

His heart's beating like a drum
'cos at last he's got this girl home
Relax baby now we are alone
They wake at dawn 'cos all the birds are singing
Two total strangers but that ain't what they're thinking
Outside it's cold, misty and it's raining
They got each other neither one's complaining
He say's i sorry but i'm out of milk and coffee
Never mind sugar we can watch the early movie

If you want my body and you think i'm sexy
Come on sugar let me know
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on honey tell me so
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on sugar let me know
If you really, really, really, really need me
Just let me know
Just reach out and touch me
If you really want me
Just reach out and touch me
Come on sugar let me know
If you really need me just reach out and touch me
Come on sugar let me knowIf you, if you, if you really need me
Just come on and tell me so

Happy Valentines Day!

Happy Valentines Day! Today is also Derricks Birthday! So any of you that want to call him today and wish him a happy birthday he would probably be thrilled! Well I won't be blogging tomorrow I took the day off. Funny thing is I had to beg Scott Wesley for a whole day off the dumb shit thinks he can't live without me! Damn I am not even married to him! ha-ha He wanted to give me only a 1/2 a day and then he wanted reasons for why I wanted to be gone! I told him noneya!!!! I am actually taking the day to get my nails done, vaccuum out my car for the trip, gas it up, pack my suit case, go to dance and the best part..... screw the shit out of Tim before he goes to work!!! Ha-ha I never leave town without making sure my man will have something to think about in my absence! Ain't love grand! Hope you all have a great day and great weekend! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob: "If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts."

Song in my head for Me & Tim's Anniversay...

Sea O Love
The Honey Drippers

Do you remember when we met
That's the day I knew
You were my pet
I wanna tell you
How much I love you
Come with me, my love
To the sea, the sea of love
I wanna tell you
Just how much I love you
Come with me
To the sea
Of love
*repeat

20 years DAMN!

Today is Tim & I's 20th Anniversary! Wow 20 years! Tim and I have been through some very good times, some very bad times, and then more very good times! The good times are frosting on the cake but the bad times have made us the couple we are today. I know that sounds strange but it is true I don't think with out the bad times we would be the strong couple we are today. So am I thankful for the bad times as well? YES.... I still remember the day Tim asked me to marry him. I told you how the ring came about in a past blog but I don't think I have told you about him asking me. We were on the mountain in his 57 Chevy Bel Air Coupe listening to the Honey Drippers. Remember them they came out in the 80's with some old songs? Do you remember when we met that is the day I knew you were my pet, I wanna tell you how much I love you...... I still hear it in my head I am one of those people with certain songs it will bring back a memory so vivid I feel that moment. So we are sitting in his car on the mountain listening to a love song when he slipped the ring on my finger and asked me. He even had a beautiful bottle of wine. Well the bottle was beautiful the wine tasted like shit!!!!! I still have the bottle to this day. The beauty of the bottle is the memory I will savor! ha-ha. So after he proposed it was a wirlwind of six months to plan the wedding of our dreams. February 13th 1988 was a beautiful day no wind and the sun was shinning beautifully for our one o'clock wedding. I wore the most beautiful white wedding gown and Tim was in a white tux with tails and all. The only thing I wished I could change of that day is that all the friends I have acquired later in life were there. Our wedding day still sits vividly in my mind and I love to look at our Wedding Album on occasion.

Tim I love you honey. Happy Anniversary! If you asked me again today I would still say YES....

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you nor does a night go by that I don't dream of you. You are my heart, my soul, my everything....

Thought for the day:

"If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." - Matthew 21:22

Song in my head....

38 Special
Caught Up In You

I never knew there'd come a day
When I'd be sayin' to you
Don't let this good love slip away
Now that we know that it's true.
Don't, don't you know the kind of man I am
No, said I'd never fall in love again
But it's real and the feeling comes shining through.
So caught up in you, little girl
And I never did suspect a thing
So caught up in you, little girl
That I never want to get myself free
And baby it's true
You're the one
Who caught me baby you taught me
How good it could be
It took so long to change my mind
I thought that love was a game
I played around enough to find
No two are ever the same
You made me realize the love I missed
So hot!
Love I couldn't quite resist
When it's right the light just comes shining through.
So caught up in you, little girl
You're the one that's got me down on my knees
So caught up in you, little girl
That I never want to get myself free
And baby it's true
You're the one
Who caught me, baby you taught me
How good it could be
Fill your days and your nights
No need to ever ask me twice oh no
Whenever you want me
And if ever comes a day
When you should turn and walk away oh no
I can't live without you
So caught up in you
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
And if ever comes a day
When you should turn and walk away oh no
I can't live without you
So caught up in you, little girl
You're the one that's got me down on my knees
So caught up in you , little girl
That I never want to get myself free
And baby it's true
You're the one
Who caught me baby you taught me
How good it could be, little girl
You're the one that's got me down on my knees
So caught up in you, little girl
That I never want to get myself free
And baby it's true
You're the one
Who caught me and taught me
You got me so caught up in you

I am already ready for the weekend!

Well another Tuesday how exciting right? This weekend Theresa, me and her girls are going to Colorado to find the dress. Should be fun! We are leaving Friday afternoon so I am sure you will be all getting texts from us telling you of our adventures. Well hope you all have a great day!

Thought for the day:

Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, Your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, Your target is heaven, and life is like hell without FRIENDS.

Song in my head.....

Kiss
I Wanna Rock All Nite

You show us everything you've got
You keep on dancin' and the room gets hot
You drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You say you wanna go for a spin
The party's just begun, we'll let you in
You drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You keep on shoutin', you keep on shoutin'

I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day

You keep on saying you'll be mine for a while
You're lookin' fancy and i like your style
You drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You show us everything you've got
Baby, baby that's quite a lot
And you drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You keep on shoutin', you keep on shoutin'

I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day
I wanna rock and roll

I wann rock and roll all nite and party everyday!

What a weekend! I had a great weekend! How about all of you? The times I seriously have the most fun are those unplanned times where we just all happen to show up! Friday night most of us went to Launa's Passion party and stayed for a few drinks afterwards, I was a bit of a party poop that night because I promised Tim a private naked party for the two of us at our house for that night! ha-ha and what a hell of party that was! I know I am naughty! Saturday I promised Blue Genie & Billy "O" we would go out and see their new house and catch a late lunch at Chatter's. For some reason I just haven't been eating and I tell you I am damn lucky if I eat one meal a day! I am however loving the results of the new tummy! ha-ha Okay I am getting off track..... So we meet at Chatter's first to eat because I was so hungry I thought I might die! So we have lunch and of course by my 4th Bloody Mary I am ready to go through the evening and have a really good time, especially after I get my check and the computer messed up and she said she couldn't remember how many drinks we had so she will charge us for two each and when we get our bill she only charged us for one each and our lunch! I figured after a deal like that we will go see the girl's house and then come back and party for a bit. Tweatter/Birdie called when we were at the girl's house and she decides she will come with us too and invites along Shelly & Tommy so we all ended up having a great time! I never thought in one million years I would sing Karoake but hell the way I love music I just thought who gives a shit if I am not the best singer it is a good time! And for some reason the Karoake guy got my name and continuelly called out that I need to get my ass up there and sing! But what the bigger surprise of the evening was that Seany aka Chopper got up there and sang several times and you know what he was pretty damn good!!!!!!! Usually when we go to Karoake Theresa is almost the only one to get up there and sing besides Tim when he is drunk. Theresa actually sings like an angel and gives you chills up your spin from her talent. Now all of you know I would of loved to get that talent! I would be a Rock Star in a flat minute if I had the voice to do it! Damn I guess I will just have to party like one! I told Blue Genie lets get up there and sing I Hate Myself For Loving You by Joan Jett, we both know all the lyrics and we have sang the song on occasion at Butch's but she said NO WAY not in Casper only out of town will I sing Karoake! We reminded her we are in Bar Nunn, so she sang it with me along with Billy "O", Tweatter, and an old High School friend of mine Christy. After that we were regulars singing a few more like Heart Breaker, and even Baby Got Back! All the women came up when we were singing and sang with us! We lite that bar up, it is hard not to pay attention to the group that is having the most fun! So I had an absolute blast and am looking forward to doing that again! Hope everyone had a peaceful Sunday full of rest as I did! Love all around!!!!!!

Thought for the day:

Who gives a shit what anyone thinks! If they don't like it go somewhere else!

Song in my head......

The Sweet Escape
Gwen Stefani

[Gwen]
If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

[Akon]
I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away, yeah

[Gwen]
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo

You say that like it is a bad thing.

Hey all. Well most of you know I had a little bit of a disagreement with Scott's wife. Yes we worked it out. Boy some people are just hard to be friends with! Well anyway Scott informed me that his wife thinks I am a pervert, I was thinking to myself and she says that like it is a bad thing? I guess I would rather be a pervert then a girl that has never had an ounce of fun because she was too closed minded. Right? hmmmmm instead of my Crazy Bitch tattoo should it of said Perverted Bitch. ha-ha! Well tonight I hope to see you all at Zug-Zugs Passion Party at the Moonlight 7pm! It should be a good time! What is good about all my friends is they are just as perverted as I am. Like I always said I don't hang around so called NORMAL people because that would make life well....... fucking boring! If you can't hang then go somewhere else right! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Everyone is normal until you get to know them!!!!!

Song in my head

Rick Springfield
Jessie's Girl

Jessie is a friend,Yeah i know he's been a good friend of mine
But lately something's changed
It ain't hard to define
Jessie's got himself a girl
And i want to make her mine
And she's watching him with those eyes
And she's lovin' him with that body, i just know it
And he's holding her in his arms late, late at night
You know i wish that i had jessie's girl
I wish that i had jessie's girl
Why can't i find a woman like that
I'll play along with this charade
That doesn't seem to be a reason to change
You know i feel so dirty when they start talking cute
I wanna tell her that i love her but the point is probably moot'cause she's watching him with those eyes
And she's lovin' him with that body, i just know it
And he's holding her in his arms late, late at night
You know i wish that i had jessie's girl
I wish that i had jessie's girl
Why can't i find a woman like that?
Like jessie's girl
I wish that i had jessie's girl
Why can't i find a woman
Why can't i find a woman like that
And i'm lookin' in the mirror all the time
Wonderin' what she don't see in me
I've been funny; i've been cool with the lines
Ain't that the way love's supposed to be
Tell me why can't i find a woman like that
You know i wish that i had jessie's girl
I wish that i had jessie's girl
Why can't i find a woman like that?
Like jessie's girl
I wish that i had jessie's girl
I want, i want jessie's girl

Hangover City.....

Well last night I had a friend from work come in town and go out for some drinks with us. We had a good time. I feel mainly tired today and I was so hungry this morning I thought I would die. I didn't eat anything yesterday but 4 fritos and a nutri grain bar so that wasn't enough to absorb much alcohol so I got wasted!!!!!! Well not much to say cause I feel like shit so love all around.

Thought for the day:

Sometimes in life you just got to agree to disagree!

The wind is back......

Fucking wind is back! This has been the most depressing winter! You know I have the greatest friends! Thank you all for all of your support during this time. What bothers me most about this coach is he didn't even apologize about how Randi felt. He didn't give two shits about how a child felt! He might not take responsibility but at least he could of offered an apology for how she felt! Sheila my friend from High School told me how a coach made her feel in High School and you know what his words still affects her! The job of teacher/coach is so important especially at a Junior High level, this is the age where you can affect their self esteem and damage it to where it can affect them clear into adult hood. Well he will hear me today but will he really HEAR me is the question. The only good thing about this is the Principal is a woman. Women sometimes have more heart when it comes to how a child feels. I hope she becomes one of my advocates. Well I will let you all know how it goes today. Love all around......

Thought for the day:

"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

Song in my head...... This guy makes me LOVE country music....

Trace Adkins
Honky Tonk Badonkadonk

Turn it up some
All right boys, this is her favorite song, you know that, right
So, if we play it good and loud, she might get up and dance again
Ooh, she put her beer down, here she comes, here she comes
Left, left, left, right, left, whoo

Husslers shootin' eight-ball
Throwin' darts at the wall
Feelin' damn near ten feet tall
Here she comes, Lord help us all
Ol' T.W.'s girlfriend done slapped him out his chair
Poor ol' boy, it ain't his fault, it's so hard not to stare

At that honky tonk badonkadonk
Keepin' perfect rhythm: make you wanna swing along
Got it goin' on like Donkey Kong
And ooh ee, shut my mouth, slap your grandma
There outta be a law; get the Sheriff on the phone
Lord have mercy, how's she even get them britches on
That honky tonk badonkadonk(Aw sorry)

Now, honey, you can't blame her
For what her Mama gave her
It ain't right to hate her
For workin' that money-maker
Band shuts down at two but we're hangin' out till three
We hate to see her go but love to watch her leave

With that honky tonk badonkadonk
Now, keepin' perfect rhythm, make you wanna swing along
Got it goin' on like Donkey Kong
And ooh ee, shut my mouth, slap your grandma
There outta be a law; get the Sheriff on the phone
Lord have mercy, how's she even get them britches on
With that honky tonk badonkadonk.
(Oh, that's what I'm talkin' bout right there, honey)

Tuesday.......

Hey all. The weather has been nice for two days that means no wind, but as I type I am sure the wind will start to blow!!!!! Well tomorrow I have a meeting with the Principal of Randi's school and the Athletic Director. I would like to say I am confident about this meeting but I am not. I would like for them to see my point of view but in the actuality of it all nothing will change. Coaches have always been unfair and are only concerned about winning. What a shame that all the other parents won't back me up the ones that set up the meeting backed out so I stand alone. Is my voice or my views enough to make a change? One would hope. I feel the need to do this so maybe I am the chosen one to make a change? We will see. I hope you all read my intitial letter I posted on the blog and the Coaches lame response. My husband asked me not to respond but those of you that know me knew I wouldn't not respond. I think I am a person that likes to have the last word. I was born a fighter and I don't think that will change anytime soon. What was my response? Here it is:

Obviously you feel you take no responsibility for how Randi feels nor offer any apologies. You made your decisions who would play and who wouldn’t and you stand by that. You had a perfect opportunity to mold a child into a better basketball player and give her the skills you so readily told her she didn’t have. Instead you choose to sit Randi out during practices from learning your drills & plays and basically ignored her, and chose then not to play her because of her lack of skills. I always thought a Coach was also a teacher. I wrote this letter in hopes you would HEAR me but I am afraid what I had to say to you fell on deaf ears. I am only one voice but there are other parents and children that feel the same as the words I expressed to you and you would be surprised to know most of the girls on your team also felt you were wrong in the treatment of Randi and others. Even though I clearly didn’t get the response from you that I was hoping thank you for taking the time to respond. Randi has learned one valuable lesson out of all of this and that is when to walk away.

Well everyone wish me luck I will need it.

Thought for the day:

Treat others as you would wish to be treated.

Song in my head today..... A song I will be preforming to in June...

Swing
Trace Adkins

(Talking) take me out to the ball game

INTRO

Swing batter batter Swing batter batter Swing batter batter Swing
Swing batter batter Swing batter batter Swing batter batter Swing
(Strike one)Hey baby do you do come here often
(Strike two)Hey baby now what's your sign
(Strike three)Hold on now where you goin'
(He is out)Jimmy's out next in line

Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing
Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing

INSTRUMENTAL

(First Base)Why yes I went to Harvard
(SAFE)I majored in pre-med(He's got a big lead)
(Picked off)Just stayed for one semester
(It could be he's out)Toms out who's next

Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing
Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing
Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing
Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing

Swing it now
SOLOEverybody strikes out nine times out of ten
But you got to step up to the plate son 'cause every now and then
(Fast ball)She walked right up to me
(Here's the pitch)Said could I take you home
(Theirs a drive)Hey boys I'll see you later
(It could be, it...it is!)
Goin' goin' goin' gone

(Swing batter batter swing batter batter swing batter batter swing) 6x's

Monday again!

It is Monday again! I hate Monday's! Here is pic of my beloved french~fry (in red) and her bestfriend Mel. That was one hell of a game on Sunday and I am sure that Steve is just thrilled for the Giants! This weekend was low key again. Friday night I just stayed home and relaxed after going to my mom's for a short time, Saturday went to the bridal affair with Theresa and all of our girls and played cards that evening with partial of our gang, then Sunday Bobbie & Steve came over for some of the game. All this staying home shit has me itching to party! Kelly & Dd worked on their new home all weekend so maybe this coming weekend after Launa'a party we can all PARTY! I am ready! Are all of you??????

Thought for the day:

I have learned 99% of the time if something isn't working in your house, the kids did it!

TGIF

I love Fridays! Hey everyone join me in wishing Jim my work buddy a happy birthday! Jim is a great guy and loves my blog so that makes him even better right? Ha-Ha! Jim is like my best girlfriend at work and I hope he has an awesome birthday! Happy Birthday Jim Bob the Bean Counter!

Not much going on for this weekend, Tim has to work all day Saturday at the bridal affair and then on Sunday I need to clean my house and then I have a date with my couch! Just going to be lazy! Hope you all have a great weekend!

Love all around....

Thought for the day:

I have learned you can't make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.