Happy Birthday DD!!!!!

Happy Birthday to you.... Happy Birthday to you..... Happy Birthday dear DD, happy birthday to you!!!!! I love you, girlfriend! I hope your birthday is as special as you are to me!

Saturday was a great time! We all met for drinks at the Moonlight before going to The Eli Manor Band/ Chris Duarte concert at Gigz. After the concert we all headed back to the Moonlight where we all proceeded to get trashed. LOL I know you might be thinking we do this a lot but in actuality not all of us do it at the same time. We all ended up trashed I know for Tim and I we spend all day Sunday in bed. OMG was I still so drunk when I woke up! We did make it to breakfast out, only to find our way back home and go back to bed. I don't know my new infatuation with Patron is, but I am thinking I need to lay off that stuff! LOL I didn't know where the hell my clothes were when I woke up. Funny thing is I guess I put them in the hamper, go figure I was a responsible drunk!

I know I haven't been real good at writing a blog, winter blues have consumed me to the point I haven't felt very creative about writing. Also as you all know my parents divorced after 41 years and it has thrown my life in a bit of disorder. I felt a little disoriented by it all so I promise when the weather starts looking up I will get back to my usual routines and be more myself.

Love all around! smooches :)

22 Years!!!!

Saturday was our 22nd anniversary. We got up had to have Angus to the vet and then Macie and Angus had to be to the groomers. So Tim I decided to go to breakfast at Eggingtons. Then our plan was to go dinner at the Olive Garden at around 4 pm. We thought if we wen't early there wouldn't be a problem getting in. Well boy were we wrong! Shit everyone in town was there and I was not willing to wait an hour and a 1/2, so I thought we will just go to Armours where we do every year. We love sitting in the lounge and they don't take reservations so we headed out there and discovered they don't open until 5 so we decided to go down to Paradise liquors to have a drink until they opened. We arrived back at Armours by 5:01pm and we found out the whole resteraunt was by reservation only and they had one walk in open and they walked in moments before we did. So we thought wow always went out on our anniversary and never had a problem but maybe everyone is going out a day early for Valentines day. Tim and I thought let's go to the Outback it is still fairly early we could try to eat in the bar. We get there and holy shit is that place ever packed, I think everyone in Casper all they do is fuckin eat! So we said screw this and went to Chatters for a hamburger they have the best in town and I was starving! So after our burger we headed to the Moony for Maria's surprise birthday party. Tim and I were ready to go home at nine when no one was showing up and we were getting bored and tired. Then Susie & Gerald walked in and shortly behind Maria finally showed up for her 8pm surprise birthday party! Poor girl shouldn't of got so drunk the night before. She even puked in her car! OH MY! So Tim and I thought we will stay for one and head out we were both getting tired, well that was funny cause we ended up staying until closing time and having a complete ball. I need to download pics! I have tons on my new camera. When we were heading home I realized Tim and had not danced to our wedding song. So when we got home I found Stand By Me from Micky Gilly, I like Urban Cowboy style the best!, opened my car doors and danced with my man! That was the most romantic thing to me. You could feel the strength of who we are dancing by my car lights. Then as we layed in bed I told him my present to you was the dance and then giving him one of my ear buds to my i pod as I had the other and I played each one of our favorite songs we share as a couple until we feel asleep. So that was a wonderful anniversary to me I dont need roses or flowers just him. Sunday we made reservations for dinner at Poor Boys and took Randi since Brookie said "Mom it is Valentines day sheesh I have plans!". We had an awesome early dinner and spent the rest of the evening watching the olympics. I hope everyone had a wonderful Valentines day! Excuse any typos or grammer errors in these posts I didn't have time to go back and reread! Damn life is busy! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

Love is easy when you love the right one!

Friday Fun......

Friday night was Maria's 27th birthday and sounded good enough reason to go to the bar. LOL like I needed a reason. Theresa, Seany P, DD, Kelly, Dorie and Sherry and her gang met us down there and even Launa showed up later in the evening. I didn't want to stay out too late because Saturday was our 22nd Wedding Anniversary and we wanted to go out a bit for that as well. Friday night was a complete ball. We had pranks, laughter and a wee bit of nudity. NOOOOO the nudity wasn't me this time! It was are own Seany P showing the Moon well his moon! We all had a bit of fun with the salt I love to poor it on Theresa's chair because once the red beers flow she is soooooo fun to fuck with. So I poured salt on her chair and the Princess's chair. When Dorie discovered the salt on her chair right away Theresa was telling her story how she was so stupid she could never figure out why when she put lotion on she was so salty! DD, Kelly and I were laughing so hard my stomach muscles still hurt from the laughter. Kelly took that as an opportunity to ask to borrow the lotion from Theresa. Theresa passes it along and we are still laughing as Theresa begins to put on the lotion and once more telling us how stupid she was the time she didn't notice the salt! The whole time I am throwing salt on to her hands and her hoodie and she still has no clue. Later in the evening we couldn't stand not to tell her when she was again saying how stupid she was and Kelly says yes Theresa you are stupid and told her how I once again had done that to her. Theresa you make me laugh and boy did you make me enjoy playing the pranks. In the meantime I realize Dorie has poured shit load of salt in my hood of my hoodie and I proceed to dump it out. I hide the salt in her purse and the pepper in her coat pocket and when she was ready to leave she found both it is hard to play a trick on the girl that doesn't drink very much lol. So later after she left I found that she had put the whole salt shaker in my hood of my hoodie so we thought hmmmmm let's mess with the drunk birthday girl! I went up to Maria and fixed her hoodie putting the salt shaker inside of it. Then Theresa went up to her and put a empty cup, some trash, couple drink swords, and then DD topped it off with an empty beer bottle. It probably took Maria at least a half hour to say something is weighing me down and we all watched her pull everything out of her hood saying to herself I wonder where this all came from she didn't even see us laughing our ass's off. Besides all the pranks and laughs we were having my husband was getting sooooo drunk he was being just well horrible. Mister hands geez DD finally started grabbing him all over just to show him what is was like. My husband is just naughty sometimes! We went home home about 11pm. It was good seeing all my friends and have some laughs! Love you peeps. Love all around!

Happy Weekend!

Well the week went by pretty fast. Wednesday we went to have dinner at the Moonlight, lol funny thing is we never ate dinner. We did have a good time sang a few karoake songs with Susie and got home at about 12:30 am. Soooooo yes I was very tired on Thursday. Friday night Tim had Gerald do a tattoo for him while me and Susie and Kim had some drinks. Dorie showed up later on and had a couple with us too. Theresa and I settled our differences and we ended up having a great time. :)

OOOOOps thought I posted this but it got saved instead :)

Deadwood!

Hi all. Had a great weekend! How was all of your weekends? We were asked to go to Deadwood with Ryan, Amy, Kim, Pam, & Mike. Ryan and Amy tied the knot on Friday and then we all headed for Deadwood! I got on the Internet on Thursday and found us a room at the Golden Country Inn for $35.00 a night! Holy shit that is cheap and nice rooms and good restaurant! So Friday we got to Deadwood about 6:30 got checked in our room and went to Mustang Sally's and had a burger. Pam started on the slots right away and won right away! Woooo Hooooo Pam! Then we headed over to have our oyster shooters. I love these. I never thought I could do them but once you do you are hooked. They are damn good. We all had one and Amy just starred at hers trying to convince herself she could do it. She told us all she doesn't swallow she spits. I told her an oyster is nothing like swallowing that! She finally did that and made a awful face and told me ughhhhhhh that was an experience and one she will NEVER repeat! After doing shooters for a while we met up with Julie and her boyfriend Mark and Antonio and then decided to go listen to the band at the Saloon 10. That place was PACKED so after we had a drink we took Julie's advice and went to the Nugget and listened to the 80's band! We danced to songs from AC/DC, Village People, Prince and much more! They rocked and about 1 am we decided we better get on the trolley we had to take to our motel room. So Kim, Tim, Antonio and I headed to Mustang Sally's to wait for our 1:15 am trolley. Tim and Antonio downed hot dogs and more beer lol like they needed more beer. Holy shit were they both drunk! Antonio kept saying I have my vehicle let me drive you to the hotel and then he would hiccup. I was like ya wow your not drunk at all! Hiccups are a good sign of being drunk to me lol! Antonio had to leave the next morning before 7 am to make a pool tournament, and he still hadn't got a room. Kim and I called and they had a room available where we were all at and right before the trolley showed up Antonio bought a 12 pack of beer. I told Tim, you are not drinking anymore we are going to bed! We have all day tomorrow and tomorrow night for more fun! So when the trolley dropped us off I drug Tim to the room and wished good night to Antonio and Kim. Kim said Antonio and her stayed up until 4 am drinking more and she finally kicked him out to get a room and let her get some sleep! Tim and I got up about 8 am and to our surprise we had NO hot water omg I woke up good after that! We went and ate breakfast and then road the trolley into town and thought we would meet up with everyone else when they all decided to get up and moving. So we hit the slots to win the Cadillac, the motorcycle, big Bertha, and then off to my famous penny slot I always win on. We won here and there but spent it all back having a grand ole time. We then got hungry for lunch and met every one over at the Oyster Bay bar for lunch and more oyster shots. Damn do I love those. Then we all decided to gamble a bit more and Tim and I once walking down the street decided we would go rest for a while for the evening we were going to have at the Saloon 10. So we were smart and headed to the room for a while and what was suppose to be a nap. Nap ya when your married to my husband and your in a hotel room no kids or pets last thing on his mind was a nap! Oh and Oysters aren't the an aphrodesiac? Well we did rest a wee amount and then headed back in town via trolley and got our table at the Saloon 10. We had to get there early because this is the party spot! We got a table right up front and the rest of the crew wandered in as the band was beginning! Boy did this band fuckin ROCK! They played AC/DC to Poison to Nirvana! We danced our ass's off and I even saw Kim get out there once with Mike and dance. Amy told us earlier that day she was going to get smashed and boy did she ever! She danced with me and we had a complete ball. Tim told me she sucked down six of the those Crown and 7's like water even Ryan leaned over and said whoa! The band loved us and would yell out our names before some songs! Julie showed the lead singer and the drummer her tits. Amy and I just showed each other and our table ours. Something about women drunk the titties come out at times. LOL It is all in fun! Life is good! The band when done playing came over to us and told us we were fun and Julie propositioned him. Haha drunk women! We all closed down the bar and headed to our trolleys and taxi's. Of course Tim had to have a hot dog and we decided to not wait for our trolley for 26 more minutes so Tim, Kim, Julie and I drunken walked back to our hotel. Funny how we weren't even cold even though it was freezing in South Dakota. Something good about their cold though there is NO wind like here. So we all got back to the rooms and Tim and I went to bed and Kim had bought a six pack of beer so we knew her and Julie wouldn't be going to bed. I slept so good that night until like 6 am when those dumb ass girls woke me up by calling my room wanting my flippen cigarettes! I could of killed them they are so lucky I love them both! So we finally got back to sleep and got up around eight. Yes this time we had hot water thank goodness! But how could I bitch for a 35.00 rate! We had a great breakfast and headed home. I slept all the way home! I had way too much fun! So we are home now and work has been you know work and I can hardly wait for our next Deadwood trip! Who's all in?????? I know a cheap place to stay! Love all around!

What can be said......

I'm not sure if that comment about you don't want to be your kids best friend you are their mother was meant for me, but yes I am my kids best friend and they are not afraid to confide in me and I'm not afraid or ashamed to talk to them. Randi knew about you in the contest from Brooke not me. Theresa

I don't like handling things this way but it seems to be the direction this is going. My blog is my diary of my thoughts, my dreams, and my fun or disappointment and so I guess I will use this outlet to say what I need to say. Just to clear something up this comment was not directed to you. This blog was written before me finding out the events of Saturday night. I was stating that because that is they way I am. When they were wanting to discuss the events of what I had done, I just said to them yes this is why you don't drink too much because you do stupid things as your mother did! I would never tell anyone else how to parent ever it is not my place. I now realize Brooke told Randi of my behavior and I also take full responsibility for my actions and that I now know you're never safe from your kids finding out what you do. I might not however ever tell someone how to parent but with that being said I would never cross a line and disrespect the rules, wishes or beliefs of another parent. I am saying my comment was not directed at anyone just stating the events and how I am with my children.

If a comment on face book was directed at me well then this is how I feel about that.... Hypocrite is a person that says one thing and does another. I am a 40 year old woman that drinks that does not let my 16 & 17 year old drink. If you feel that makes me a hypocrite then I guess I am. But I feel that is a delusional way of looking at the meaning of that word. And as for people in glass houses should not cast stones. Well the way I see that is I am the woman standing in the shattered glass house that the stone was cast at. I am hurt beyond measurement. I feel all people fuck up in life but how you handle it by your actions, words, behavior and how you take responsibility for what you have done is key. If I fuck up with a friend that I love I would be at their door telling them I fucked up, I hope they could find a way in their heart to forgive me and take full responsibility for what I had done. I know we are all human and it is hard not to cast a finger at another. I am not a perfect person. I am hurt yes, but what is worse is my daughter is so hurt she can't even smile and she is feeling guilt for something a child should not feel guilt over.

What has happened has happened. We can not turn back what is done. I do not cast judgment on anyone but I can clearly feel the way I do and that feeling at this point in time is...... My trust has been broken, and my heart is broken. Nothing more nothing less.

Just Say NO.......

Hi everyone! Well time to catch up again.... I always think I will have to blog and seldom do! I am sorry! Well last Saturday was the biker ball. I look forward to this event every year. We go and buy our tickets in early September in Kaycee. They only sell 500 tickets so we have to leave about 7 am and stand in line until 12 when they go on sale to insure we get our ticket. This year when we went to Kaycee we went up with Kim and Connie. I was of course drunk by around 11 am lol! When we got to the biker ball Tim I found a table close to the stage and were excited to find JP, Joanie, Charlie, Bridget, Connie and her man and have a awesome group of fun people at our table. The evening started mild. I wasn't really feeling it this year and I felt tired and not really like drinking. This should be a warning to me this will be the time I get most shit faced and well do something totally crazy! As the evening went on after dinner, into about my 4 cocktail and well into the drawing of the tickets, someone brought up shots. I said I am game but NO jager it makes me crazy! I have not drank Jager for 2 years and for good reason. Everytime I have I do BAD things and the next day my stomach is tore up and I have a nervous jittery feeling. I am not sure if the nervous feeling is from the Jager or from the regret I feel for my behavior! LOL So anyway Charlie came back with shots and guess what it was????? Yep you guessed it Jager! I said I am warning you ahead of time and I am only drinking one! Well further in the night the band started up which was our friends the Eli Manor Band. We all were pretty tuned by that time and had drank many more shots which yes I had more then that one shot of Jager! The one shut off my NO button by that time. We were enjoying dancing and drinking and by this time Kelly and DD had showed up, since they are Eli Manor Band's best groupies and well my best of friends! We had a ball all dancing! Then came the Contest. Yes always has to be some form of the contest at all biker events. You know the one? The contest you know has to be about the titties! This one wasn't a wet t-shirt contest this time it was a full out let's show are tits to everyone in the whole room kinda contest. The contest was announced and I grabbed DD, Kelly, and Bridget so we could go up to the stage and watch. I saw a few really cute girls and coaxed them up on stage and then and I am going to blame Kelly on this if I remember correctly I think she is the one the shoved my ass up there. When she did this woman that I work with her son was up there and when I tried to exit the stage she grabbed me and then there I was fuckin stuck! Chris the woman I work with her son was dancing around me and pulled my top down so I thought alright what the hell I am in it to win it! So my drunk ass took my turn at dancing around the old biker sitting on a chair and showing him my old ass tits. I think the winner with mine is hell they aren't a bad size, secondly one is pierced that is always a turn on, thirdly my sweet ass tattoo between em and then the 4th my friends I think cheered me on the hardest and loudest! I am so smashed at this point most of the contest is a blur I just remember it was me and one other girl left and she is the one I coaxed on the stage to begin with and we were suppose to dance. Well hell I love to dance and I can shake everything my momma gave me and miss 24 year old fake tits couldn't dance! So next thing I knew I was on stage by myself I see her sitting on the old man's lap we had to show are tits and I think Kelly said you won! I am still not sure just remember Tim saying get your money baby and I handed about half back to the guy for the Vets benefit. I shoved the money in my bra and went to Kelly laughing my ass off about what the hell I just did! I am not sure if I am just a wild ass bitch or a dumb one! But I was proud at that point that my old ass beat the young girl out! I wished my high about winning stayed with me to the next day but I woke up with a bit of regret, embarrassment and that nervous feeling of I am such an idiot! Tim then tells me he thinks me and the other girl tied. LOL don't ask me fuck I don't remember I just remember I had a wad of money and I remember being the only one on stage! I thought all of it would live down and I was hoping no one I knew besides my friends I already knew were there had seen my bad behavior! Well that came to a fast shut down as of this Saturday night! I walked into the Moony and hugged Cody as I walked in the door and sat up to the bar. Later Cody follows me down and says you know the girl I am sitting with she says she has a picture of your tits on her phone! I was like OMG my worse nightmare is happening what could be worse????? I could end up on fuckin U-Tube! I laughed and said and how would she have that? And Cody said I hear you won a titty contest at the biker ball and she wasn't surprised I would do something like that! Soooooo at this point I am thinking I should relax right everyone knows I am well...... crazy! Later on in the evening I was confronted by one more woman that said Heyyyyyy I still can't believe you got up there and won that thing! Now everywhere I go I will be wondering if hmmmm wonder if he or she was there! I still at this point felt very safe that my kids didn't know. I am not one to share much with my kids I am not a type of mother that is their best friend I am their mother. Well Randi found out through Theresa and I am thinking hmmm that is okay Randi is old enough to know her mother is a nut. Then Brooke says you think I don't know? I am like know what? She said remember my boyfriends mom was there and I said sure I do but she went home I am safe right? Wishful thinking her friends were still there and sent her a text and pic of me to her phone sooooooooo HOLY SHIT!!!!! So the conclusion of this story is Michelle will never drink Jager again! Michelle will from now on keep her top on! But..... I won't promise I will totally behave what would be the fun in that! I am young once I will only live once so I am going to fucking live it! But...... I do not want to be on U-Tube!!!!!!!! So anyway last night Theresa, Sean, and Paula all came out and we ended up having a blast and yes I even kept my clothes on! At about 12 Theresa, Sean, Antonio, Gabby, Gerimo, Stef, me and Tim all went to breakfast and then made it back to the Moony for last call shots! The bet was Antonio wouldn't be able to stay away to satisfy his wife when he got home and he bet she would fall asleep before he got a chance! LOL So this morning Tim texted Antonio and he said he got naked got into bed and Gabby was fast asleep so the girls LOST! Damn! So here is the catch up on what I have been up to! Yes I am still crazy and yes I still love all you peeps! Love all around!

Thought for the day:

If live isn't fun then you aren't living it right!!!!!!

Happy New Year!!!!!!

I know it has been an incredibly long time since I have written. I been on vacation for an extended amount of time and I have been sick. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired! I hope everyone's Christmas was great! Mine was wonderful. Tim and I went for drinks Wednesday night and enjoyed ourselves then on Christmas Eve we enjoyed family time and then went to Tim's folks for our regular Christmas Eve celebration. We had an awesome time. The girls got wonderful gifts from Tim's mom & Dad from their favorite store Aeropostale. Tim, I, his sister and her husband chipped in and bought his folk's a beautiful clock from Ayers Jewelry. So we had a great Christmas Eve. Christmas Day we got up and Tim and I got our huge 24 lbs Turkey and stuffing ready for the oven as we waited for my parents to come over and watch the girls tear into their presents. I miss those days when they were little and had us up at the crack of dawn and I knew they would be delighted with the beautiful baby doll that we had got them from Santa. Well now days the present are a hell of a lot more expensive and they pretty much know what they are going to get. I still have a blast with the stockings though. I love buying lil trinkets, jewelry, candy, makeup, and anything cool and unusual I can find to put in them. After the kids unwrapped all their gifts we always go over to Dorie's for Christmas breakfast. I love this tradition Dorie makes the most incredible breakfast! It is amazing and I love seeing her whole family which I consider my family too! Having all this week off has been great I just wished I didn't have this cold in my chest is all. But still very relaxing. For New Years Eve it is tradition for Tim and I to stay home. We always have stayed home we fondly call the night amateur night and we don't want to be around all the drunk idiots and the cops. So we decided since we were both off to go down about 5:30 and have a few drinks with the girls... The girls being my sweet DD & Kelly. DD & Kelly were the only two in our gang that were going to be around and we thought hey what the hell they wanted to be home early too. Well we showed up and I was tired still feeling sick and the girls were in their work clothes, and Kimmy was even there saying she was going home early too so it still looked good for the original plan. What happened I still don't know I will blame it on the jello shots! But I ended up having a fucking blast and ringing in the New Year with the absolute greatest people and even with Theresa who had back surgery that day! She called me right after Midnight to my surprise so this New Year was a very memorable one for sure! We sat at a table with Kim, Amy, Ryan a group of their friends, DD, Kelly, Ti, Marcus, Pat, the Channel 13 weather guy his gf, Kenny and his wife and a cardboard cut out of our friend Missy! DD, Ti, Emma, Tressa & I danced our fricken ass's off. So much so the next day I thought I was gonna die from the muscle and hip and knee and ankle aches! Holygeezbananas am I fuckin old or what!!!!! Damn! DD made me laugh my ass off I love when she gets that crazy ass kinda drunk she is the absolute life of a party and just makes me crazy too! We feed off eachother so well that is could be trouble! She was wearing her elmer fud winter hat and her scarf dancing around the dance floor getting everyone fired up. Everyone would come up to me and say your girl friend rocks and I would say I know why do you think I love her? Sheesh everyone should know by now I have the greatest friends in the world! Yesterday I went and bought the newest addition of the Garrett family.... I bought a male miniature Schnauzer who I fondly named Angus after my favorite band AC/DC. He is NAUGHTY! But cute as a button ohhhhhh I will take pictures and post them here as quickly as possible. As we were putting up all the Christmas decorations today that lil shit would steal things and run with them. Gotta love that naughty puppy stage! And not to mention how the lil shit woke me up by biting the holy hell outta me. I was like sheesh you were so sweet yesterday what in the hell happened I was thinking of changing his name to Lucifer! Well all I love you and I miss the ones of you that I haven't seen in a while. We need to plan a night out together real soon! Next week Tim and I have the biker ball, cross your fingers for us to bring home a new bike! That would be awesome! smooochesssss all! Hope all of you have a Happy New Year and all of you are blessed with joy, love and prosperity!